Wandering in the courtyard
Of NTU Med.
Waiting for the song
Of the asking
Not conscious of what I am doing
Maybe nothing,
Or may everything
But what is truly worth my while.
Well, perhaps just wondering,
Wondering why I'm wandering.
Alas! It'll definitely be vain
If I go all the way down.
Probing & prodding,
Feeling mired in the trap I made myself,
Breathing & trembling,
Trying hard to realize the world is still alive.
Fading away or living still.
No mercy here in the hospital
Felicity & pain
Come around as rhymes divine
So, why we set off?
And why we'll drop out?
What really makes a wonderful life?
What's it all about?
Maybe no answers exist,
Or maybe I shouldn't know.
I know I'll never have the any idea of it
I know I'll never know
I'll never know.
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I sit & wait, does an angle contemplate my fate?
And do they know the places where we go when we're gray & old?
'Cause I've been told that salvation lets their wings unfold.
So when I'm lying in my bed, thoughts running through my head,
and I feel that love is dead.
I'm loving angels instead.