I saw her this morning.
It seems that I've forsaken the memory about her in the past few months.
But while I saw the sight of her back, I knew that I did't forget
anything.
I didn't look at her face, but I knew it's the girl.
Pretending to be a stranger, I walked past her.
We used to be friends. Friends in weak relation.
(Should I feel sorry for the friendship which easily dies away?)
She must have seen me, too.
I don't know what she would think while I walked past her.
Neither do I know how I think about this shit encounter in my happy single day.
Gladness, sorrow, anger or hatred?
It's a mess.
I don't know how long it will take me to forget the voice, the face and the
name of the girl.
I know some day in the feature I'll do.
At least, now, I have forgotten the reason why I loved her.
I have ever made some promises to the girl.
I should say sorry that they are all bullshit.
Everybody should have the courage to say goodbye to the past.
Especially that brings no happy memory.
Besides, I am a hypocrite.
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