[Mind] Blue Mind

[thewindjuei (big big world)]

Well, I feel blue now~

Though I have learned table tennis for one and half years,

my skill still sucks!!!

A couple hours ago, I just had a game with a lefty.

And I thought I didn't do a good job.

Bad serving. Bad return. Bad push. Bad... blabla...

This game made me feel I am a fool.

Fool around the court. As clumzy as a beginner...

Uh, it's just murmuring~

But the blue mood really hurts!

You know, it's like what you feel you fail to achieve the goal.

Everything I've done seems in vain even I tried so hard!

My waist hurts, but my heart hurts even more severely.

In short, maybe it's exactly how loser would feel~

Jesus,

the most thing I need now is take a shower, and go to bed.

Hope tommorrow I'll be fine.


Alas, only the almighty knows how strongly I desire to master table tennis.

Well, the word, master, could be not appropriate.

But I really want to do a good job, satisfying performance at least.

All in all, the above words are all scraps.

To improve the skill, I still got to take the paddle and practice more often~


Thank you for reading all the negative words~

Cheer up~ ^^

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