推 Troit:Wish you can figure out your future's goal. 04/03 02:05
Some boardmates have been discussing the topic of career.
Those who haven't graduated yet are worried about their career plan.
For me, I have been a career woman, working regularly and stably.
But I don't like my working environment sincerely.
No one understand me and I have no one to talk to.
I used to study at Taipei city but I work at a small town.
Now I work as a high school teacher.
People say I am lucky enough to get the teaching job at a high school.
There is no doubt I am lucky beacuse it's hard to get a teaching job now.
I told myself I should be thankful and devoted to my job.
Yes, I do. I have been trying for over one year.
But I was constantly weighed down my working environment.
It's hard to make a breakthrough in my life.
I get along well with my students and colleagues.
But the relationship is far from family, relatives and friendship.
It's merely on the surface.
I can not share my sorrow with them.
They belive I am happy and nothing to complain about life.
But in my deepest heart, I feel limited and unhappy.
Day after day, I wonder if my life can go like this.
I have no courage to quit my job beacuse I have no other surviving skills.
Besides, my family would be furious if I quitted.
Even though I am not a young student, I can't set a definite goal for future.
I feel bad. What can I wish for?
What's self-realization?
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