[Talk] what if sb say to u this

[chen95982000 (元元)]

i fell in love with my senior in high school. but he is straight.
and we kept in touch even after attending university, so now you know he is such
a great person who doesn't have bias on personal sexuality.
He knew I loved him, well, because I told him.
We lost contact for a while since we both have busy life, I got a bf afterward,
and he got a girl.

and then I broke up, wandering for another Mr Right...
and he asked me on the MSN yesterday, "how's your relationship?"

I have to say I got a little little pissed off,
I loves you once, and I am still love you...maybe not so much...but I still do!
why I'm so sure about this is that I still feel blushed when seeing his picture.
Anyway, this is ironic when somebody you love said to you "how's ur
relationship?" I hate this complicated feeling, I replied him politely yet
curtly and went to bath, putting myself into a thinking spiral about the past.

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推 banqhsia:has he ever love you too? if not, wish you could find
→ banqhsia:a real one. be happy, cheer up guy!
推 BloodLust801:ask you that question all of a sudden?
→ BloodLust801:I meant, why did he ask this question out of the
→ BloodLust801:blue? Anyhow, I hope you can find your mate!
→ chen95982000:YA, all of a sudden without a sign beforehand.
→ chen95982000:thanks you all...
→ chen95982000:banqsia, no he never loves me but treat me very
→ chen95982000:well, like paying bill for me
推 Soulchild:Well I,totally,don't think he said that out of
→ Soulchild:offense,just as a "friend"to express his concern,
→ Soulchild:not meant to mock u, or upset u. Trying to consider
→ Soulchild:him as a normal friend instead of someone u love
→ Soulchild:will help a lot with your complicated feelings.
→ Soulchild:Never lose a real friend just because u like him too
→ Soulchild:much.
→ Soulchild:Besides, he paid your bills while i paid my friends'
→ Soulchild:Q_Q
推 BloodLust801:lol...I think I've read too many BL...that's why
→ BloodLust801:I thought him asking you out of the blue sounded
→ BloodLust801:suspicious...xD Maybe he has the potential to be
→ BloodLust801:bi...Okay, just ignore me
推 kun000: Over time you will feeling better