hey, I am here again.
I have to confess my crimes
"What kind of crimes"you may ask...
It's no big deal,but it make me begin to hate myself.
I know noone can force any other to do the things they don't like
so every time I see thing that not going in my way
I really want to judge them , I mean ,I think thing will be better
when they are under my rule...
But I'm afraid if I choose to tell other people and they don't like ,
they will hate me... cus' they are having superior strength in my life world.
so I start to say bad words behind them..
I know it's wrong...
but I cannot hide the word inside of me...
and I'm really unhappy...they all my friend...and I doing such shameful things
I don't know what to do...
and thx u ,sit here to listen my confession...
I really appreciate.
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