[Mind] I am so depressed

[firestu ()]

     what do you do when you find out the most of your life you live in so far
     is nothing but a lie

     the world we live in is cruel

     i used to believe follow your heart, doing the right things,
     trying not to judge, because you may know what they've become who
     they are simply by looking to their eyes.
     and you kept that to yourself. because life is not easy.

     what would you do, or how would you feel, if you know you are all you've
     got to against the world, and you don't have a happy childhood, rather
     than an abused, suppressed one, because you cling onto what you can
     just to/in order to survive, and the fear is always there since
     you were a little one, let's say 5 or 6. and now,
     it's more clear than ever before.


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