[Talk] Panic

[dosandonts (fake)]

So many things make me panic.
I am not good at handling the people networking.
Sometimes I like being serene.

It's quite a lot of pressure over me.

I think I am a female so that I don't need to bear the expectation of a man.
So I can live for myself and despite of others, I can do whatever I want.

For example, I don't need to pay for the loan of a house, I don't need to
raise a family, I don't need to meet the boss' target, I don't need to
pretend I know everything.

What I want to say is that being a female, I am supposed to be free from
the society's hard requirement and instead, I just need to find a mate
and try to give birth to a baby.

Yesterday I work overnight and when I come back home, I see a wife hug with
a baby and tell her husband she has came back, this scene totally threatens
me.

I know what I should do bu I am going the upsite way.


I feel panic.


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推 miruyu: Why the scene about the family terrified u?
→ pttsimple: As you said, you can do whatever you want, but it d
→ pttsimple: oesn't mean to live without purpose. You don't nece
→ pttsimple: ssarily have to copy others' lifestyle but live at
→ pttsimple:  full extent and with purpose. You should know what
→ pttsimple:  you want.
→ csallen: Do not just denied, follow up your mind if there's
→ csallen: chance.