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想了一下 什麼歌適合今天
新的一年的第一天
聽音樂常是什麼心情就聽進去什麼
發現自己所批評 反對 不以為然的那些命題 那些對象
生活方式 音樂類型 工作職位 與利益的既得
在很大的程度上 是自己的一部分
這也罷了
更驚覺 在內心深處 竟暗暗地欣賞羨幕著這些
於是分不清楚 自己那些曾經的憎恨批判
是發自內心的驕傲 還是只是逃避的一個窗口
藉之寄託 撐起自己
嗯
今年的第一個課題
Swallow my pride
※ 引述《NEWO (Into the face)》之銘言：
: Crawling
: Linking Park
: Crawling in my skin
: These wounds, they will not heal
: Fear is how I fall
: Confusing what is real
: There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
: Consuming, confusing
: This lack of self control I fear is never ending
: Controlling
: I can't seem
: To find myself again
: My walls are closing in
: (Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced that
: there’s just too much pressure to take)
: I've felt this way before
: So insecure
: Chorus
: Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
: Distracting, reacting
: Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
: It's haunting how I can't seem...
: To find myself again
: My walls are closing in
: (Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced that
: there’s just too much pressure to take)
: I've felt this way before
: So insecure
: Chorus (Repeat until end)
: There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
: Consuming, confusing
: This lack of self control I fear is never ending
: Controlling (Whispered during chorus)
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