In fact, I really got no idea what I should say.
You seem to know nothing,
you know,
nothing about what i care about.
And I hate that.
How I want to escape from you sometimes.
There's still someone willing to give me help.
I do not really care about what their real intention is
Coz I know that would not matter anymore
Especially when you make me feel so sad about you.
And I fell bad.
No, I've tried every means to get myself out.
But I still got stucked.
I have so many feelings in my heart at the same time
and all of them are ready to eat me all.
That, yes you're right, may include my soul.
Damn I got no ways to find the way out!
And I hate you so.
Never, do not ask me if I love you.
I am tired of this question.
Even more, I hate that question.
Just like I hate you sometimes.
Do not ask me why i hate you.
Coz I have no reason to explain.
There are too much fatigue for me.
I have no mood to explain that all for you.
And I am tired.
You fucking damn shit!!
I am not mean to call you by this goddamn name.
But I must do.
Coz you did such...
No words can convey my anger.
So forget about it
like the very next time.
You never know how kind I am trying to treat you.
You have no idea how hard I try to make you happy.
So what's the matter?
You do not know anything so why shall I tell?
So let it be.
Yes, that's what I say,
Just let it be...
Coz soon,
I will forget this trifle, too.
Just like you will never ever knew it.
Am I a fool?
I do not know.
But maybe sometimes I am,
I guess so.
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