※ 引述《CAROSU (minami)》之銘言:
: 我覺得自己一直是一個對自己標準很低的人....
: 但無可倖免的...我好像還是得了憂鬱症...覺得自己很廢...什麼事都提不起勁
: 很無助...只能一個人自己稱下去...有時候覺得死了就能解脫了...
: 我跟我在這裡的朋友講...but I realize there's nobody can help me...
: They ask me to go to see a doctor....
: But I think what I need is not a doctor or medicine...
: Is a close friend who can support me by my side...
: Maybe I am not mature enough, not independent enough...
: But the conclusion for me to go abroad to study is
: MS or PhD is a kind of experience of suffering...
: Only those people who enjoy this suffering can survive...
阿,我有個以經去美國的學姊也是說,
最大的辛苦是,由於文化不同,那些外國同學無法理解為什麼你為了某件事sad...
那麼那麼...可以在班版上說說ㄚ,或者,出去走走吧...
ㄞ~我也還沒經歷過那樣的環境so也不了解...
不過我支持宇新的想法,抬頭對未來的自己笑一笑吧!
因為已後回想起來,現在可能其實並沒有啥好苦惱的...是嗎? :)
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