Honey ~
This is the 1st time i called you honey in this board and of course I can't
tell you about it :D
Recently, I have been considering if I should continue contacting with you..
Cause I have too many studying need to be done and I am not a smart student
I am so stupid and lazy one and I hate myself acting like this.
I hate myself thinking of you all day and forget that I have something more
important to do!
I hate myself only looking at you waiting for your message and waiting for
your love!
I love you so much; I really do and I want to meet you every day but we both
know it's impossible..
You know everytime when I share my fantisy with you; that is I am telling you
my wishes, my hopes and things I want to do with you~
But you always tell me that we have to be good Muslims so we will wait to be
with each other in the eternal heaven..
I am so scared that I may not be able to meet you in the heaven..
I am so torrified that I won't be with you after we die..
But I just can't let you know it cause you will feel depressed and maybe get
angry and stay away from me..
I love you too much and it should not be an excuse not to study hard for my
exam!!
I have my future , my dream and I need to do it well then I will be an
independent girl if I decide to stay single forever~
Every day I want you more and more..
I know it's not right and you can only be my love instead of my man..
How to comfort myself and not to hurt ourselves at the same time?
I really wish at least in our dreams we could be together then I will be
satisfied..
At least, I can lie on your chest sleeping beside you, kissing and telling
you in person that I REALLY LOVE YOU WITH MY ALL~
I REALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH, MY LOVE~
CAN YOU FEEL IT?
DO YOU KNOW THAT MY HEART HURTS WHEN THINKING OF YOU?
I LOVE YOU~
I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU..
Please my lord ,
please give us the chance to be with each other in the future..
Please let us have one chance to decide our destinies~
Please don't take him away from me~
PLEASE WE REALLY LOVE AND CHERISH EACH OTHER IN A PURE WAY~
PLEASE PLEASE LET US BE TOGETHER SOME DAY~
Thank you, my lord~
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