From now on,
I don't know it's you let go me, or I let you go.
It's a difficult question, and it has a hard result.
I can't calm your anxious mind there, you can't,
either, hear all of my mumbling here.
here and there ...
No way is easy. No place can be both of ours forever.
It's like a very long journey. We knew there is no ending from the beginning,
but we still kept going.
You thought life would find its way out when it tires to spin anymore, but it's
never happened magically.
Get out of the journey... it's the only answer and, for some reason,
we were so stupid to refuse to accept it.
In fact, we are just gamblers
who haven't really won and will never win since we jumped on the table.
Harsh opening and harsh ending.
The whole journey is never easy to me. I believe it's not to you.
Finally, who started the game ended it responsibaly, like a real man.
I know there's no hard feeling, but it did taste bitter and hurt me hard.
We are both very strong.
It's the credit I gave both you and me, casue we really deserved it
painfully.
Like the most romantic plot of movies...
The least damage of a breaking-up is to make I believe you abandon me.
Because reality and distance are too fragile to be hated, and no one wants to
admit he has been beaten down by these cliche entirely.
No connect, no hearts hurting.
However, my heart beat, right now, is so heavy that I can really hear
something inside of me is flowing away and never come back.
It was a very very long journey.
Sometimes, journey is all the matter;
sometimes, I god damn hope it really makes things different in the end.
There is a song that will never be hummed.
There is a cup of cocoa that will never be held by two pairs of hands.
There is a rain that will never be appreciated but keeping falling, never end.
I thank you for all of your kindness and stupidity
for all of your sweet words and sugar-coating compliments.
Knowing it's the end is much more difficult to me than the rediculous excuse.
I have to tell you the period of our relationship is super hilarious,
the funniest thing I have ever heard and you have ever told.
And it did make me cry hard
in my mind.
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