明明知道這樣做會被你看不起
明明知道最好的方法是不要再聯絡
明明知道一切可能是徒勞無功
明明知道你已經不在乎了
還是忍不住不爭氣的寄了好長的email給你
邊看自己打的內容邊哭
現在的我該怎麼辦呢
說不期待你的回應是不可能的
但是我真的好怕得到的回應不是我要的
每天每天哭的眼睛那麼腫
每天每天沈浸在痛苦的情緒當中
而且是雙倍的痛苦雙倍的折磨
我快要撐不下去了
在地球另一端的你
生日快樂
我傳送的愛你收到了嗎
I know I will be contempted
I know the best way is stop contacting with you
I know maybe everything I did will be in vain
I know you don't care about it anymore
But I can't help to send email with long content to you
I cried when I saw the content written by myself
But what should I do now
It's impossible not looking forward to your reply
But I am so afraid your reply is not what I want
I cry with my dropsy eyes everyday
I am in the grieved emotion everyday
And it's double pain and double torment
I don't think I can bear it anymore
You are in the opposite place of the earth
Happy birthday to you
Did you receive the love I sent to you ?
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