hurt
so strongly do i feel my existence
this pain this clenching of the heart
reminding me again and again
that this is no dream.
I am here
though i know not why
I do love
though I too do hate
and I do feel though it is to hurt
I cannot stop my feelings
this wave that washes me away
only to throw me up against the rocky shore
bruised and bleeding
again and again
The punishment for my love
The punishment for my hate
My punishment
which I shall bear
alone
in silence.
I will not cry, the punishing wave, they are my tears
pounding POUNding my mind is the drumskin,
my head Ringing from the echos of my silent screams
maddeningly tranquil
outside
I smile.
~Vel
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