※ 引述《shinjia (也無風雨也無晴)》之銘言：
: 最近這幾天在研究生板上和碩博士班學長吵了起來
: 雖然沒有什麼
: 我吵架功力但防禦力不差
: 不過現在想一想
: 心頭卻又擁上矛盾的情緒
: 一方面
: 我決得自己要好好唸書
i thought that is what you are doing...
--- however... i also always think it is never enough....
: 以證明沒有人有資格瞧不起我
though... i remember there is some sort of a chinese phrase,
i haven't seen it in chinese, i learned it ages ago before ever thinking of
learning chinese, it runs somehow like this:
'..above the heaven there's another heaven...'
i think, it the end you can't really prove to be better than others
you can only prove that you understand different point of views
however, as common in any social science, there's no absolute truth
so whatever you will do, you'll have your own point of view, beyond right
or wrong, rather embodying the quality of yourself and your work, thus
belief as well.
in the end it becomes a matter of taste and distinction
: 證明我的志向並不是夢幻而不切實際的
: 可是另一方面
: 我又困惑我以後真的走的下去嗎
: 即使能
i'm having the same problem...
probably even more than you
there's always the doubt if one is really good enough
--- and if it can lead to somewhere....
however, at 22 years...
there are thousands of opportunities open
the world lies to your feet
: 我會不會有可能變得像那些學長一樣
you mean KarlMarx....?
i guess everybody has its own history of ideas
his own distinctive direction of thinking that is not necessarily right
but then...
everybody expresses himself in a different manner as well
some more aggressive than others, or even more radical...
at times i think...
studying anthropology takes you onto a trip
that can be characterized well with the zen koan of mountains
first stage: mountains are mountains
second stage: mountains aren't mountains
third stage: mountain are REALLY mountains...
somehow,
we pass through the same stages during learning or finding our way through
entangled world of anthropology, no matter with what branch we are concerned
with -- just the manner or our awareness of the stages differs....
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