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06. Don't speak & I'd come for you.
韓庚不懂為什麼希澈整個人又繃緊了神經，只叫他快些吃飯。
扒了幾口飯，咀嚼的同時眼睛直盯著韓庚看的希澈，又再度猶豫了起來。
沒有忘記他說他不是回來了就不離開，所以應該是時候該回到正題了。唉這傢伙為什麼
都不自己開口啊？KyuHyun Radio剛好傳出了最後一句撕裂的I'm feeling' way too
damn good。
「我的官司不知道要打到哪時候了。」心平氣和的說著好像不關自己的事。
「那時候我很猶豫要不要告訴你。你要知道，做這樣的一個決定，就是離開這裡，然後
切割清楚、重新開始，很艱難的。」韓庚痛苦的握緊了桌角。「尤其要狠下心來離開你
，真的很艱難。」
希澈苦笑。這炒飯為什麼吃起來這麼苦啊？
要是真的很艱難，怎麼能做得了決定嘛？你懂這邏輯嗎？
現在告訴我說因為很難但是必須所以做了，那還是做了啊！是要說真的費了一番心力表
示我也很難纏，還是要我說「啊、這真的很難的！」，然後給你一個讚嘆？
【KyuHyun Radio】
You and me
We used to be together
Every day together, always
I really feel
That I'm losing, my best friend
I can't believe, this could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real, well, I don't want to know
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me, 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me, 'cause it hurts
希澈又一次的感到椎心的痛，還有又一次想去砸了那台悠悠著唱著歌的KyuHyun Radio。
「所以…為什麼決定不告訴我？」原本想問的是「為什麼不告訴我」，但是苦澀到不行
的心、腦子、嘴，已經說不出那麼直截了當的話語。
「你還記得上次為了我跟別人打架的事嗎？」韓庚反問。
上次打架，就是韓庚被笑說韓語說的不好的時候啊！
「嗯。」
「所以你知道我為什麼不告訴你了嗎？」
希澈瞪大了雙眼，怎麼這兩件事有關連嗎？
韓庚嘆了口氣，這提示不明顯嗎？「如果我告訴你，你打算怎麼做？」
好吧以我的個性，要是在這件事情上面是老闆的錯，像是同樣都是這間公司的員工，在
利益的部分當然是要一模一樣了；但是在不利益的部分，比方說要求一個中國團員也得
呆在韓國10年，或者是不能正當請假……。再怎麼樣跟我同進同出的是同事，而再怎麼
樣相處久了老闆就還是老闆，不會平起平坐。
「我可能會把這個老闆給辭掉。」說著又扒了兩口飯，這問題很簡單啊！不難想像！
「我以為你會去殺掉他。」韓庚笑了起來。畢竟上次只是被說韓語講不好就打了起來，
要是知道這樣的事情可能會發生命案。
如果報紙上出現「因為─看不下去，所以─殺死老闆。」這樣斗大的標題也是挺聳動的。
「所以你知道我為什麼不告訴你了嗎？」韓庚又問了一次。
「吼、我怎麼知道啊真的是…」前一秒才丟下湯匙，後一秒希澈就像想起什麼來。驚訝
的說不出話來。
所以是因為我，才不告訴我？什麼道理？因為怕我被傷害，還是因為怕我傷害別人？然
後是故意不告訴我的？所以真的…？
「要是讓你放棄了工作，那你該怎麼辦呢？」希澈聽不到別的，只聽得見那無法忽視的
憐惜語氣。
「我不能這麼自私啊，小貓。」我的小貓。韓庚的眼睛望進了希澈的，微笑。然後伸手
又揉了揉那頭金髮。
【KyuHyun Radio】
Just One more moment, that's all that's needed
Like wounded soldiers in need of healing
Time to be honest, this time I'm bleeding
Please don't dwell on it, cause I didn't mean it
I cant believe I said I'd lay our love on the ground
But it doesn't matter cause I've made it up forgive me now
Everyday I spend away my souls inside out
Gotta be someway that I can make it up to you now, somehow.
By now you'd know that I'd come for you
No one but you, yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to
And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you
I was blindfolded, but now I'm seeing
My mind was closing, now I'm believing
I finally know what just what it means to let someone in
To see the side of me that no one does or ever will
So if your ever lost and find yourself all alone
I'd search forever just to bring you home,
Here and now this I vow
By now you'd know that I'd come for you
No one but you, yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to
And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you
You know I'd always come for you
No matter what gets in my way
As long as there's still life in me
No matter what, remember
you know I'll always come for you
Yes I'd come for you, no one but you,
Yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to
And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you
No matter what gets in my way
As long as there's still life in me
No matter what, remember
you know I'll always come for you
I'd crawl across this world for you
Do anything you want me to
No matter what, remember
you know I'll always come for you
You know I'll always come for you
不是很清楚KyuHyun Radio在播什麼歌，只是那句句的I'd come for you, no one but
you，句句的you know I'll always come for you，倒是清清楚楚的烙印在希澈的腦
子裡。
還有心裡。
按：歌詞轉自魔境歌詞網，分別是no doubt的 don't speak
與nickleback的I'd come for you
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