已經開始習慣那麼一種孤單
坐在圖書館旁的樹下
吹著微許熱燥的風
看著綠油油的草地
旁邊則是一對對走過的甜蜜男女
聽著Depeche Mode的 a question of lust
不斷的repeat
看的小書是陳輝龍寫的單人蹺蹺板
很特殊的筆法
也許也是一個多愁善感的人吧 我想
朋友似乎很多的我
對人願意去付出去關懷的我
在需要他人的安慰時
卻總是另人望之怯步
思緒所帶給其他人的壓力
總是難以承受的
美感
世間的美是否真的如同小說家或是旅客般所描述的如此一般
有時
正是有時
脫離了人群的我
靜靜的去感受這麼一切
卻是如此的空
無助
如何跳脫
這一切的一切
沉澱所有
我已經很幸福了
不是嗎
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A Question of Lust
Fragile
Like a baby in your arms
Be gentle with me
I'd never willingly
Do you harm
Apologies
Are all you seem to get from me
But just like a child
You make me smile
When you care for me
And you know
It's a question of lust
It's a question of trust
It's a question of not letting
What we've built up
Crumble to dust
It is all of these things and more
That keep us together
Independence
Is still important for us though (we realise)
It's easy to make
The stupid mistake
Of letting go (do you know what I mean)
My weaknesses
You know each and every one (it frightens me)
But I need to drink
More than you seem to think
Before I'm anyone's
And you know
It's a question of lust
It's a question of trust
It's a question of not letting
What we've built up
Crumble to dust
It is all of these things and more
That keep us together
Kiss me goodbye
When I'm on my own
But you know that I'd
Rather be home
It's a question of lust
from the album "Black Celebration"
Depeche Mode的轉型之作
一張深沉但是美麗的專輯
也許吧
從樂聲之中能夠去感受某些微妙的思愁
ambient的環境聲效
不知他們是否也和我一樣的寂寞
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