Dear all,
I've done something very bad to others. I neglect their feelings and make some
big mistakes that I can never forgive myself. For not making such things
again, I decide not to come back here. And please don't ask me what I've done.
Cause' I can't tell and I don't know how to tell the whole things. No matter
what I've done, I've hurt others and me myself anyway.
Honestly I'm afraid that some good friends won't come back to the borad for my
misbehavior. Though they insist that what they might gonna do in the future
have nothing to do with me, I still feel deep guilt rooted in my heart.
I enjoy a lot on the calcio board and learn a lot. There're many things I
never thought I would do before getting here.
I was never a huge fan of anyone before the world cup 2002. Even if for a
short time I admit that I was crazy about some actors, I was never a person who
had the fever of anything in the long term. But after the world cup, things
changed. You guys prove one important thing to me, that is, urstillone is
still a little girl and should be proud of being naive and passionate.
I'd love to stay here forever. At least before the ptt and calcio borad die.
But you know, a mature person should take the responsibility for herself. And
, I've thought about this long time ago. Maybe you guys won't believe that
I'd think about leaving when I'm still quite active( I think it's really active
anyway) on the borad. But actually I did. I thought about it a thousand times
. That's not about the atmosphere or anything that make me feel isolated, I
feel quite comfortable even now. It's just some kind of feeling tells me that
everything will come to an end. As the Chinese proverb goes"天下無不散的筵席"
, sorry for my poor English that I don't know how to translate it.
It seems there's no need to leave, but the fact is I'm going to leave. Not
forever, but not posting anything unless it's necessary.( For example the
information of a club or a game.) I'll still check the board frenquently.
Hope that I still have a corner seat when you're gonna板聚. If I still have
the privilege to go. :)
As for the flower series, hope that you can keep going. On my part I'll still
keep working on it. I'll post them on my website.
http://sweet.chunliang.tripod.com
If I can have your literary works on my calcio site, I'd be very grateful.
After all, I think I've fallen in love with calcio and the board and all you
guys.
With love and sincere care to all you guys
May God and my Buddha bless you all
Forza italia
peace
Angela/urstillone
If there's any mistakes of spelling or grammar, I'm sorry. I've tried my
best. Posting this article in English is faster than in Chinese.
And please don't ask me what's going on. Cause' I still feel heartbroken right
now. It's really inmature to post this on the board. I apologize and ask for
your patient and forgiveness for the sake that this is the last time.
Well, sometimes I'm really as stuborn as a mule.
Hope I can still contact the good friends I make on the borad.
blancha, Totti520, prokofiev, Eowyn, Seirenes, Bibi, penumia, pippopippo,
bobovieri, JoviFreak, Cocobaby, Fujima04, BALVO, Flexa, SwordDust, Anise
the great Panucci, tottifamily( incluing 520, 10, love, lover, honey...etc.)
The bobo family and pippo family and the bobopippo family.(Smile), sandro
takuto, sunfan, PaoloMaldini, Muroi, and so many friends that I'm sorry I can't
type them all.
And the new friends I'll never know. What a pity.><
Hope that I can cure myself from the sadness soon. When I feel I'm much mature
and totally cured, I shall be back.
It seems I'm as talktive as before.
The last kiss and love and :)
Angela/urstillone
Kiss and love again
Angela/urstillone
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