i can not feel the god exit
i always talk to the god but god never reponse to me
only empty pray and no feedback
i believe the god exit,but i can not feel it.

confidence always been said
maybe i have religion for short stage.
i will find the god exit one day.

but i am really dispointed  when i have no reward at the end-year dinner party.
because i  say to god the believe the god will give me.
but the truth is not.it is really situation.
i feel very bad tonight