推 eagle56: 03/20 01:12
星期四
還是會想妳，自以為心情已平靜的我，
在這將進一個月來痛哭了兩次，哭了眼睛都腫了，
逃回了台北，在朋友熱鬧喧嘩中忘卻時間的流卻，
我知道我深深地愛過妳，
我也知道妳現在的生活有沒有我都過得很好，
正徜徉在這新世界和新大陸中，
一個月前的今晚，妳還說著愛我，想我然後就這樣隨風去~~
我知道妳會過得很愉快地，妳懂得如何自我相處，雖然妳不懂得如何和別人相處~
最想念妳的是什麼呢？應該是早晨起床時，看著妳的容顏，撫摸著妳的臉，
順著妳的眉毛由內而外地刷出去，
那是專門屬於妳和我的語言，不是法文不是中文也不是英文~
然後妳笑了，溫暖著我的心，而我也跟著雀躍了起來，有了美好的一天，
謝謝妳給我這個夢想，讓我曾經因為妳而有了偉大的人生觀，
一年多前，聽到了Joanna Wang 的歌，一轉眼就是一年，
告訴著自己就是這樣地開始，
而現在告訴著自己應該是要這樣地結束了，
9年前我們相遇，
我們繞著這世界轉阿轉，
多少的歡笑，多少的交流，
於是我們努力讓彼此在一起，
而現在我們卻分開，
Every good thing comes to an end, by wet wet wet
我喜歡Joanna＜的這首歌，當初我們在開始的時候，
我就是不斷地以這首歌作為我向下走下去的動力，
不強求，現在要以這首歌作為告訴自己的結束，
Giving up, why should I
I've come to far to forget
We're beautiful, we just got lost
Somewhere along the way
So much was missing when you went away
Let's start from here, lose the past
Change our minds, we don′t need a finish line
Let's take this chance don’t think too deep
Of all those promises we couldn′t seem to keep
I don't care where we go
Let's start from here
Standing here face to face
A finger on your lips
Don't say a word don't make a sound
Silence surrounds us now
Even when you were gone I felt you everywhere
Let's start from here, lose the past
Change our minds, we don′t need a finish line
Let's take this chance don’t think too deep
Of all those promises we couldn′t seem to keep
I don't care where we go
Let's start from here
Let's start from here
I've never been the one to open up
But you've always been the voice within
The only warmth from my cold heart
Let's start from here, lose the past
Change our minds, we don't need a finish line
Let's take this chance don’t think too deep
Of all those promises
Let's start from here, lose the past
Change our minds, we don't need a finish line
Let's take this chance don’t think too deep
Of all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
I don't care where we go
I don't care where we go,
我想這是我曾經犯過最美麗的錯誤吧，
謝謝妳，仍然是感謝，雖然不解地是妳這樣說變就變，但還是謝謝妳~
One step too far
All at once I'm falling
Just like a star
I'm burning for you
Thought I could keep myself from feeling this way
I guess that was my first mistake
Cause suddenly I'm walking'
Down a dark street to your door
Wanting you is driving' me insane
And now my feet are standing
Where they've never stood before
Guided by a twist of fate
If I lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight
Wrong or right
I won't be afraid
Cause even if my heart should break
You'd be the best mistake I ever made
I'm in your room
Now there's no denying'
What's in your eyes
When I look at you
Two shadows talking' but they don't make a sound
Words have lost their meaning now
And the air has turned electric
Now I know the time is right
To put myself into your hands
And suddenly I'm shaking'
As your fingers touch my skin
I don't need to understand
But If I lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight
Wrong or right
I won't be afraid
Cause even if my heart should break
You'd be the best mistake I ever made
And if tomorrow proves me wrong
I swear I don't belong
I know I'll carry on
So I will lose myself and bare my soul
Take this chance cause heaven knows
I'm so far gone, my choice is made
And even if my heart should break
When I lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight
Wrong or right
I'll always say
You're the best mistake I ever made
You're the best mistake I ever made
You're the best mistake I ever made(I ever made)
還是謝謝妳~~
希望我就能如此地大步地往下走下去~
想著這一年多來曼谷拜訪的朋友
Curtis, 一起坐著船到了昭批耶河的莫站，
在麥當勞那而遊蕩著，
和Julie在RCA 奔馳著，
與Channy 在BED 迷幻著馳放，謝謝妳的誇獎，能和妳一起跳著舞是我的榮幸，
是我夢想的成真，能否有在下一次的機會呢？
在一個酒窖中渡過了2008~2009年的新年，想著 Cindy,
不見舊人哭，只見新人笑，101的煙火曾經是這樣地燦爛，而我卻已遠離台北，
似乎是陌生，卻也不遙遠。
和Peggy的水煙，迷濛著，我是否就能因此忘記呢??
發著狠開始蒐集關於巴黎/愛情的電影，
一片又一片，幻想著自己是主角，自以為了解了巴黎女子的風情，
其實不然。
很想就這樣做自己，一路狂奔~~專心地過著每一個彎口，
奔到一個可以安靜地地方，好好地重新開始。
好好地重新開始........
To Be Continued ..
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Too long a sacrifice
Can make a stone of the heart
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How much may it suffice ?
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