Part III
les mots de blandine, ma cherie':
Jan 3 18:11
" Hi, thanks your voice msg. It was touching. I hope Monday at ur office
went smoothly" " I miss U, Dian, Love"
Jan 20 23:27
" Thanks for ur MSG and Call, Honey, I am off to bed"
" I don't love my flat, but it is O.K, Have a sweetdream, no nightmare"
" Bisous, yours"
Jan 23 22:17
" Up so early, I just got home, Have a good night, tender kiss"
Jan 26 22:43
" Thanks your call honey, it's always a pleasure, I've ordered the internet,
Hopefully I'll get it. Je t'aime, bisous"
Jan 27 14:00
" So you have 2B there at mid-nite!" " Je t'aime" " Can't find a piece
of black material to make my room dark! I've found a place i want to
go with U! "
Jan 27 18:40
" Hi Hope you have a good time with your friend, Say Hi to him,
The blind is fixed, good nite, love always."
Jan 29 08:55
" I was so excited after the GYM, After talking to U, I can't sleep."
" Hope you are in my arms, and you are happy with your bonus."
" Bisous, mon coeur"
Feb 2 09:21
" I miss u so desperately, I have 2b in your arms, watch DVD with U,
Go jogging with you, in a word, share my life with you!"
" Bisous"
Feb 3 15:26
" It was so wonderful to talk with you, honey, I feel reload,thanks your
understanding, U ARE GREAT 2 ME, I love you. I watched the " Pupet Master"
by Hao Xiao Xian"
Feb 5 00:10
" Hi Honey, I just finished my work,and went to my home, I went to the gym @
dinner time, have a good dream, honey"
Feb 6 10:02
" Have a save trip home, honey, Enjoy the Chinese New Year with Ur family"
" Love"
所以我現在的女朋友是法國人
Mais, elle parles Chinois bien
跟妳在一起是陌生又是熟悉?
情人的陌生？文化的陌生？卻又是多年知己的熟悉~
我們認識了有多久?
每次相遇的火花又擦出了多少??
你的微笑和你的溫柔和你的知性，讓我們的友誼一直維持著~
但真正在一起後，文化上的差異卻又不斷地讓我心傷
我們能這樣地下去嗎?
我懷疑著~
今年四月去了英國找了你一趟，去了Ives，Cornwall我們這樣開著車玩著
七月底妳來陪我過生日，給了我四片DVD，但那晚C打電話來~
妳是因為這樣察覺到而在半夜哭泣嗎？
妳希望我能有多愛妳呢?? 如何我的熱情才能不會消失呢??
我現在可以理解為何 L 會因為我而失眠了，就如同現在的我對你一樣?
妳還愛我嗎? 這是妳愛的方式嗎???
下次見面會是在何時呢??
說不得準~
我們還會在一起嗎?
妳還會愛我嗎?? Tu m'aime?
我們在一起做過的那些還會有意義嗎???
Cornwell, 象島、大山~
我們會在Istanbul見面嗎??
還要繼續下去嗎???
我喜歡你，可是我希望能得你情感的呼應
若你不需要我，我也不需要你了~
試著努力地記下妳的容顏~
對我而言是這半年是難得又奇特的時光~
Do you still love me???
To Be Continued ~
Endless suffering
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昨夜夜半，枕上分明夢見；語多時，依舊桃花面，頻低柳葉眉；
半羞還半喜，欲去又依依，
覺來知是夢，不勝悲
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