As I told her, what I care about is "care".
Although she told me I shall enjoy life myself,
but I'm tired of this kind of living.
I was used to this, but not anymore after I've tasted the sweet honey.
Now I cannot live well without others' care, and maybe love.
* * *
Think about what's gong on, what is she doing, and what are you doing.
It's too sarcastic, contrast so sharply.
I really hate the ignorance, that's why I always keep sight on the corner.
But, the world is not like me.
Not everyone, or I should say almost no one will pay his/her attention on me,
in the dullness seabed.
Oh, I guess that's quite different.
I never expect someone to discover the twilight world.
Instead, I often give the signal, easily recognized.
So,
the absence of expected response would absolutely indicate one's ignorance.
And I hate that.
Especially after I send out those messages.
* * *
Complaint does help me.
Nobody consoles me when I'm sobbing alone.
And it helps me to stop weeping.
Although I would rather cry with your comfort.
* * *
You can choose what you prefer, of course.
And the only thing I did was just the very thing I'm good at --
accept it without a word.
No matter what happened, I still bless for you, sincerely.
Happy birthday, flyerr.
I begin to care about you more and more,
even the ignorance might also become more and more.
With your permission, I may say I like you, now.
Missing you, really, very.
--
不是每一道月光，都那麼優雅；
不是每一蕊鮮花，都那麼芬芳；
沒有妳的星空，只曳出孤單的身影；
沒有妳的綠葉，只撒下無盡的惆悵。
--《月光》
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