this is the first time
I am nothing at all
my brain is nothing
沒有你的support我怎麼肯努力下去?
我怎麼會有信心?
會有恆心?
你,冰冷到零下的溫度.
冰凍我的血液與情緒.
因為生理期來臨而疼痛,而溫暖的身體.
也逐漸失溫...
你只叫我要努力,
那是代表你只想看到我的結果,
忽略我的過程嗎?
如果真的是這樣,
你跟別人有哪裡不一樣?
我很害怕
我很沒信心
我更沒自信
我的自卑毀了一切
悲觀又怎樣?
樂觀又怎樣?
我真的不知道
一個大人的世界,該是怎樣的?
因為我母親每天的抱怨,
我就是悲觀.
我也做過反擊.
我也做過回應.
但是還是沒有用.
會不會得把我身上所有他們的基因還給他們
我才能真正解脫?
every word is so sad...
cause I can't cry out.
one day I'll fly away.
I had ever think you are my last.
Cause I never feel like this.
I know you paid all for our future.
But you can't ask me to stand it at all...
It's a cold day.
I use silver lash on my eyes.
Look like cry...
It instant my tears.
Good bye,me.
Good bye.
the damn world.
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