Dream Theater 唱著 ───
Just beyond the churchyard gates
Where the grass is overgrown
I saw her writing on her stone
I felt like I would suffocate
Inloving memory of our child
So innocent, eyes open wide
I felt so empty as I cried
Like part of me had died
I`m learning all about my life
By looking through her eyes
Dear V
如果可能,或許今晨會是我這半年來最開心的一天吧?
可惜,我不能見你,不能以現在這種姿態見你。於是,
就只能令你感到失望了。請你一定要原諒我,並且我保
証我們很快就能夠見面了,雖然我也不確定是有多快。
但是我真的感覺到我能夠靜下來好好的去過日子。雖然
也常常又起起伏伏。你說讓你來照顧我吧,是這麼堅持
的語氣,就算明明知道會是多麼辛苦,並且距離是多麼
遙遠,也這麼承諾著我,甚至近似命令又哀求。但還不
是時候,因為不管內心多麼的碎裂,承受過什麼悲哀,
至少也讓我是可以莊重恬適對你微笑的模樣,才能夠把
自己交給你去安慰,去處理照顧。而不能是如這般的披
頭散髮,並且笑不出你記憶中我該有的飄忽或嬌弱。對
,就是嬌弱。被照顧應該是嬌弱的。現在還不是嬌弱,
現在是目睹會皺眉的黑暗的殘破。我不要你照顧我,因
為我們並不相愛,那慰藉只浮現在夢裡字裡的思念。但
卻是必須好好的慎重的準備下一次的見面,因為是童話
阿!所以是必須被安排好的吧?然後旋轉,然後華爾滋
,然後音樂,然後玻璃鞋,然後,,,,,,,微笑。
早安。依#
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日安,我心愛的H。
日安,我童話的V。
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