I read the articles I wrote here before...(of the different id which doesn't
exist now...)
About two or three years ago...
Time really flies by...
Do I change...
In a way..yup..I'm not a student anymore...
I chose not to be a student though I should have been one at my age at the
moment...
My life..got a little bit obstacles right now...
My best friend, who I promised to live with after I came back to Tw, can't
treat me like before...
Our friendship..well..isn't as firm and close as the past...
I know she still minds of "it" a lot...far too much than I thought...-____-""
I don't and can't live with her as we planned for a while...
From her behavior, attitude towards me and articles on other BBS site, I can
sense her concern and pretending carelessness...
I explained everything and the resaon why I can't live with her...
She said "it doesn't matter..." though it actually means "it really matters..."
My other friend said "Ur disobedience to Ur deal triggers her melacholy again
in some way...She started plucking her hair after U told her that U couldn't
live together..."
I didn't notice that until he told me so...
Yeah..I don't really know how to cope with this situation properly...
Perhaps..there is no way to solve it efficiently...:(
Only time can heal it...he told me...
I hope so..though I dare not to think it deeply...
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