Eventually...
overcame insomnia...
wooh~~
a sound sleep last night...
though still woke up once in the early hrs...
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Organized the family trip for the coming Chinese New Year...
natural scenery lovers...
either Mei Shan or Teng Chih,,,
truly looking forward to~~~
haven't been out with families for a long itme...
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Made my own glossaries...
to save in floppy disks...
which means...
I'll move out my cousin's place (the temporary stay after coming back...)
It's a far-reaching decision...
I stay in her place coz I'm her English tutor...
The rental fee is her tuition...
no cash transaction involving...
It's ideal, isn't...
This can avoid the really embarrasing situation...
to charge her at a certain price...(probably the market price...)
since we're relatives...
Most importantly, I'm good with her...
It seems perfect, right...
well...the catch 22 is...sighing...
I promised to live with my best friend..well..perhaps the ex-best friend...
We had planned it for a while when I was still in Sydney...
At that time, there were no external reasons I should take into consideration...
I said "yes" at once when she asked me so...
See~~
What happened out of the blue~~
My cousin asked me to be her English tutor for speaking & business...
My best friends has been extremely disappointed with my promise-breaking, which
she thinks under no circumstances I should do...
To what degree does she mind...
It's just..well..not a brilliant comparison..but truly..the extent is the same
as far as I'm concerned...
judging from her attitude afterwards...
I know her...we are...er...maybe were best friends...
If a couple has been planning to get married...
Unexpectedly, the man tells the woman that he doesn't wanna get married now...
What do U think...
The woman probably won't forgive the man throughout her life...will she...
My friend's disappointment is up to the same extent as that woman above...
though the relationship is very different...
yet the feeling...is pretty the same...
as if being stood up...being deserted...
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That's the one...
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I just resigned...
Coincidentally...the junior high school where I was teaching before leaving Tw
phoned me to see if I wanna resume teaching there...
As before, they still wanna the teacher live in the staff dorm...
to supervise students in a way...
The students I was teaching were on the school volleyball team...
They have to live in the dorm to practice more, which is the most convenient
way and the dorm is specially built for them...
As a result...
if I wanna teach there again...
I have to live in the staff dorm as precedent...
See...
Everything was caming along beyond my expectation at the...well...
I even don't know whether it's at the right time or at the worng one...
As for job-seekng, I'm prettty lucky...
except this...sighing...
messed up...
Being my cousin's tutor --> a promise-breaker...
Out of work (though voluntarily) --> being asked to resume teaching -->
deepening my friend's misunderstanding...which can't be blacked out...
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On the map U gave me...
I can't find the way leading to happiness......
I even don't know where U are...
to be specifically...
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