→ ambrosio:we all hurt some and hurt by some,so,really,cheer up 05/08 08:24
Recently I have a rough time.
There are too many things I need to do, too many things to me to remember.
Something about the schoolwork, something about housework....
At the same time I lost sleep almost every night,
and felt heart broken for a man.
Many times I felt that to live is really a tough thing.
However, listen to the music, reading some articles or seeing a movie
always can calm me down.
The lyrics for songs, the plots of movies, everything force me to think.
So, I talk to myself,
I should cherish everything I have,
my friends, my family,
at least I don't have to worry where can I have my next meal
I have the right to feel unhappy
but I'm not going to drown myself in the gloomy sea.
Although I am not that kind of girl who always so positive
so energetic and keep smile on her face all the time
I have my own style
I have my unique style
so I should be proud by myself
I like to find some "philosophy" in daily life
I've cry for few days
Today, finally I get something in my mind
"It doesn't mean that Jasmine isn't beautiful and fragrant,
just because he loves Rose more"
there is nothing wrong about me
just that I am really not his cup of tea
It's a simple truth, but I was too blind to see it clear.
pray, and think from the bottom of the heart
about what you want and what you willing to be
whole universe would like to help you
I persuade myself to believe and be happy
since I can't control all the things including my own length of life span
at least I want to control my mood
I will figure out all the problem
face it and solve it
I wanna have the courage and spiritual strength to get through
these tough days, months, years...
"to strive, to find, to seek and not to yeild" <<Ulysses>> by Lord Tennyson
Cheer up!
:D
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