Dear Dad,
How are you? Hope you are good there.
I know you are good because some of your friends dreamed about you.
But Mum and I haven't dreamed about you yet.
One of my colleagues thought I am strong enough becasue I'm always happy
when I am at work. The truth is that I don't want anyone to see my tear.
When I take a bus or someone give me a lift, I think of you.
From now on, I have to drive by myself when going anywhere.
I guess there is someone liking me. But the truth is that
he isn't my cup of tea. I know why I like him now becasue he is kind and nice
to me. But in my mind, I know he is not the one.
I should not hurt him. So I try to be his friend and let him to think that I
could be his sister only.
I am frustrated now becasue I think I might do something wrong to the customers
. In addition, the relationship between Mum, brother and I are not so good,
especially after you passed away.
Before you left us, brother listen to you. But now he doesn't listen to mum
I am really frustrated when I see this at our family.
Now there are only 3 people at this family but ~~~~
I do want to cry loudly to relieve and to have a hug with someone.
I really need a hug.
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