[Talk] the reason why i came here

[phoe102 ()]

I found this board just now.
and i realized that here is excactly what i what,
cos there's a secret bothering me these day hardly,
and i really don't know how to deal with that.

i think i'm in love with one of my best friend.
though i said so, i couldn't make sure if it's true or not.
i've known him for about two years, and i had been loving somebody else
secertly for all these past days.
since the one i loved didn't love me at all, i had a really awful time
before.and i think i'm getting over it now.

lately, i spent many time hanging out with the friend i mentioned.
we went to beaches and had dinner appointments,
since i began to being with him more often, i care about him more.
i don't know what will going to happen?
i realize i depend on him more,and think about him more.
does that mean i've already in love with him?
or just because he's a unique friend that makes me care?

i know it's not the right time for me to think too much.
because he's apparently not like me in that way.
he treat me just like a normal friend.
it's all my problem.


uhhhhhhh.....i don't want to lose a friend,
but i'm afraid that i can't control my heart well.

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推 ngulin0911:"hardly" means almost nothing, not hard
推 spuit:To find what your feeling ..and what relationship
→ spuit:the best for each other.. when you ensure your feeling
→ spuit:and know the best relationship fou you all..
→ spuit:and then...just follow your feeling :)
推 phoe102:thanks for your words.it'll take time for me to deal
→ phoe102:with my feelings
→ yujungc:think carefully before making any decisions
→ yujungc:sometimes things like this happens, and is misunder-
→ yujungc:stood as love. just an advice, hope it'll help ya ^^