do u have the kind of feeling?
everyday when i go to college,i always talk vigorous with my friends
i am a outgoing girl in others' minds.
but i feel so lonely.
cuz something i never told them, and i suffered by myself.
i felt upset when i was facing a betrayal there is nobody comfort me.
i know this my problem.
but sometimes when u didn't tell the thing early, u just miss the chance and
u can't tell forever.
and i found, they are used to being with the "fake" me---
who always pretend happy under the pressure.
they never know i am a sensitive girl and i am easy to cry.
when there is nobody home at night,
i feel so down thinking about many damn things of the past.
i try to avoid being with myself so that i can keep playing a happy role.
ha, i must be sick.
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(sorry, i didn't revise my english.)
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