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Jermaine Jackson You are Not Alone summary
The book starts with a picture of Jermaine performing Smile at MJ Memorial
Prologue
序幕
The 2005 trial hospital story excerpt in more detail. While Michael talking
about the testimony to Jermaine, Joe want to start discussing a concert
China. Jermaine says that Joe isn't into emotional stuff and want to divert
the subject.
前面那個雜誌擷選05年醫院的故事更詳細 MJ跟Jermaine講到證人的證詞的事情
Joe想在中國開演唱會 Jermaine說J爸有情感障礙 所以想轉移話題
(老喬真是讓人難以理解 你兒子被告 摔傷背 結果你要他想去中國開演唱會的事?!)
Vitiligo - Jermaine explains he first realizes it then because Michael was
self conscious and kept his body hidden even from his family.
白斑症 他說他那時才第一次知道 = = 因為MJ總是在家人面前也遮掩
(這也太離譜了吧 2005才知道???!!!)
"I have negotiated with myself that the moment Tom Meserau starts to suggest
that the scales of justice are tilting against us, I will action the plan and
move him to the airport in the San Fernando Valley, outside L.A. We’ll sneak
him out of Neverland under a blanket, during the night. Or something."
說MJ的律師TM認為整個體制對他們不利 然後講到要把MJ弄出國大脫逃計畫
Chapter 1 - Eternal Child
第一章
Michael is 4 Jermaine 8, they are watching snow, christmas time but they are
not celebrating it due to being JW but not really understanding why. Michael
starts to sing "Jingle Bells" softly so that Katherine won't hear. First time
Jermaine hearing Michael sing. They sing christmas songs, Michael is happy.
Jermaine says Michael loved Christmas.
MJ四歲 聖誕節看雪 但因為耶和華證人的關係 他們不慶祝聖誕 但他們不了解為什麼
MJ開始小聲唱聖誕歌曲 這樣媽媽才不會聽到 這是他第一次聽到MJ唱歌 MJ很開心
他喜歡聖誕節
Michael loved train sets - had a secondhand one from Salvation Army. Played
train game with shopping carts with his brothers pushing him on the street.
They all built and raced go-carts, loved speed.
MJ很愛火車組 有一組他從二手店買到的 小時候玩的情形
Love of Candy. Michael hid his candy well no one was able to find it. Playing
candy store. Joe hitting him when he said he wanted to sell his candy for 5
cents when he paid 5 cents. Michael later giving away his candy for free to
less fortunate children.
MJ很喜歡糖果 會藏到大家都找不到的地方 喜歡自己假裝開糖果店 老喬扁MJ 因為他用
5 cents買的糖果居然賣出也是5 cents 不過MJ後來把所有糖果都給了更窮的小孩
Years later Neverland : with all the lights it looks like christmas, train
running, inside the house huge train set on a table, go cart track, a candy
store, etc. So it's not only what he didn't have a child but what he loved as
a child as well.
後來在夢幻莊園 裡面有好多燈像聖誕節一樣 屋裡有火車組 屋外也有火車 還有糖果店
等等 裡面不只是他小時候沒得到的東西 還有他小時候喜歡的東西
"It wasn’t a refusal to grow up because if you asked him, he never felt like
he was a boy in the first place. Michael was expected to be an adult when he
was a kid, and he regressed into a kid when he was expected to be an adult. "
MJ不是拒絕長大 因為MJ一開始就從來沒讓人覺得是個小男孩 MJ在他還是小孩時被期望
是個大人 所以當他被期望要像個大人時 就退回小孩子的樣子
Chapter 2 - 2300 Jackson Street
Grandfathers had beautiful voices, so does Katherine. She sings while doing
housework, kids join in to "cotton fields". Michael was born hyper, full of
energy and curiosity. While Jermaine was 5 he was changing Michael's diaper
but he wasn't making it easy on Jermaine by wriggling, kicking, turning.
外公和媽媽都有好歌喉 MJ小時候根本是過動兒 很有活力和好奇心 當Jermaine五歲要幫
MJ換尿舖時 MJ老是亂動亂踢
Germs, Katherine wanted them to be pristine clean. Jermaine, Latoya, Janet
and Michael had a neurotic fear of germs.
Michael wearing masks - Jermaine says original reason its because Michael was
afraid of airborne germs and getting sick. Says MJ was also worried about
other people's pens , fans coming close. Later masks became a way to hide.
J媽老是要他們搞的很乾淨 Jermaine LaToya Janet和MJ都對病菌有點神經質
他說MJ戴口罩原來的原因是因為MJ害怕空氣中的病菌讓他生病 他也很怕人們的筆
還有歌迷靠太近 之後帶口罩就變成他躲起來的方法
Jermaine says Latoya ratted everyone out. Detailed description of Katherine
and her love towards them and their love towards her.How Katherine and Joe
met and got married. Joe, his work conditions, how he brought money home.
Last time Joe cried was when he was 11 and lost his sister to illness. Joe
gets hardened, never attends funerals -until 2009.
講到J媽和LaToya有多愛彼此 J媽跟J爸怎麼認識的 J爸的工作環境 說J爸最後一次哭
是在11歲時姐姐生病去世時 後來他就變的很強硬 都不參加葬禮 直到2009年
"None of us can remember him holding or cuddling us, or telling us, “I love
you.” He never play-wrestled with us, or tucked us into bed at night; there
were no heart-to-heart father-son discussions about life. We remember the
respect, the instructions, the chores and the commands, but no affection. We
knew our father as he was; someone who wanted to be looked up to, and to
provide for his family—a man’s man"
沒人記得J爸抱過他們 或是跟他們說我愛你 他不跟他們玩 也不會照顧他們上床 從來
都不沒有溫馨父子情 他們只記得尊敬 指令 和命令 沒有任何感情 他們知道老爸就是
這樣 你可以指望的硬漢
Joe - Falcons- dreams of making it. Joe disciplining them - same from the
Times excerpt
Joe會痛打他們的是 跟前幾篇雜誌一樣
White mouse in the house, Joe trying to catch it not understanding where it
came. Michael treating it like a pet and feeding it 3 years old. Joseph finds
out, tells Michael to go and wait in his room for beating. Michael bolts.
Joseph catch him and spanks him. 18 months throwing baby bottle, 4 years old
throwing a shoe. Getting spanked badly. "Michael didn't help himself because
he was most defiant".
家裡有白老鼠 喬要抓他 但不知從哪來的 MJ把他當寵物養 養到老鼠三歲 老喬發現
告訴MJ去他房間等他來揍他 MJ跑了 老喬抓到MJ痛揍他 18歲的MJ會扔奶瓶 四歲的MJ朝
老爸扔鞋子 被揍更慘 他說MJ每次都把情況弄得很糟 因為MJ總是最會反抗的
Joe's guitar, Tito. Breaking the string. Joe telling Tito to play, others
sing. joe buys Tito a guitar. focuses his attention on the trio Jackie, Tito
and Jermaine.
老喬的吉他 Tito弦弄壞了 老喬要Tito彈 並要其他人唱 後來就打算組三人組
Chapter 3 - God's gift
Joe practicing the trio. Michael making himself bongo's from Quaker Oats
tubs, he's not in the band because he's too little but still wanting to join
them on his bongos. Trio practicing hard. Michael and his bongos seated on
floor. Joe bring Michael a secondhand real bongos. Early practice days Joe
patient and forgiving.
老喬訓練三人組 MJ自己用麥片盒做了鼓 他還太小不能加入 但MJ弄了鼓想要加入
三人組在練習 MJ總是帶著他的鼓坐在地上後來老喬給了MJ一個二手的真鼓 早期訓練時
老喬有耐心並且會原諒他們
katherine's mother comes, Joe gets the boys play and sing to her. Michael
stands up and starts singing only 5 years old. Joe, Katherine and Katherine's
mother like it a lot. Katherine says it's the voice from "heaven". First
performance of Michael is in elementary school when he does a solo in his
first year. so Michael gets added to to the group and so is Marlon because
Katherine didn't want Marlon be the odd one out.
外婆來 老喬要他們唱歌 MJ只有五歲卻跑起來唱 KJ和外婆很喜歡 KJ說這是天堂來的聲音
MJ第一次在小學一年級在學校獨唱 後來就被加入團體 KJ怕Marlon落單 所以也加入
Michael and number 7. Middle name is Joe.
MJ和數字七 中間名是Joe
1962 to 1965 practicing. Michael learning to imitate adults, watching his
idols - James Brown and Fred Astaire. Tito and Jermaine can't read sheet
music. Growing up in Gary. Boxing. Carrying bricks.
62-65年訓練的情形 MJ會學大人 和他的偶像 Tito和Jermaine不會讀五線譜
老家成長的情形
To be continued..
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在一個充滿仇恨的世界 我們仍須勇於希望 在一個充滿憤怒的世界 我們仍須勇於安慰
在一個充滿絕望的世界 我們仍須勇於夢想 在一個充滿猜忌的世界 我們仍須勇於相信
---------------by 麥克傑克森
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