Re: [外絮] bigfatlp轉SUB了

[yangtsur (yangtsur)]

※ 引述《emilio0924 (MASASHI)》之銘言：
: 原文: https://www.facebook.com/LoLbigfatlp/posts/507862152570471
: hello peepzorz, figured id post this here and educate errone and fans of
: clg/myself. so its nice & clear and no confusion or weird theories some nagas
: may randomly dream up of l0L (((this shit is p long i think? i wouldnt read
: it thru if i saw a wall of text myself gg gl)))
: The news: I es now a sub for clg!! 8D
: For a long time come i have always felt the uncomfortableness when playing
: team games and or especially tournament games (even games i do really well
: and carry i still just don't feel the 'right' floW).
: There are definitely a lot of shit talkers out there trying to piss pro
: players off all the time, but they are usually not the people that can get to
: someone like me (just makes me annoyed thats all most of the time). Most of
: this unwanted feeling i feel really stems from long terms of increasingly
: snowballing decreasing faith in me from my teammembaz.
: Not just past month or two something like that, but for a really long time.
: These 'snowballing decreasing faith' shit i call it is a common enemy for le
: hotshotgG also! Often the sole reason why there would be huge ass level 10
: arguements and rageshotgg/argueshotgg in the past loL and recent too obv. But
: i actually feel its not too bad to actually get it out of urself like hotshot
: cries about it for hours at times and often brings it back up at different
: times again too l0l. For i have just tried to focus on my own game for a long
: time ignoring what they say, but when i go in scrims i still end up focusing
: pretty hard on what people think rather then playing the game and making my
: own plays and coordinating with team.
: Not really their fault tho its just how the jiji brain functions prob l0l
: (Their human and its just how humans respond to things), and it just kind of
: snowballed ever since long time ago i guess! pretty damn hard to improve i
: have always felt for the longest time ~_~. Ever since i played Dota back in
: the day my confidence level is fcking god almighty high, higher than
: doublelift by 2x+ ez for the longest time and into season 1 too l0l.
: confidence/faith/trust really is something for a player like myself, too bad
: i lost most of it and started playing halfassedly stucked in the same area of
: problems for zeeeh long time.
: ,,,l0l this shit is really getting long, end of news story is even if they
: didn't decide to give link the starter position i feel like i wouldve wanted
: to let him have it because of the above reasons and uncomfortableness (I DONT
: THINK lINk is MUCH BETTER THAN ME THO JUST FYI GGl0l *i still have that much
: confidence huehue*)
: So fans of myself i will be entering relax streaming training myself
: entertain u mode, expect more streams and more kitties and more talking to u
: nagas l0!L
: ps; I have also been asked to be the coach for CLG and move in (Yes, if i was
: a starter for s3 i agreed to move in also). I think i can really help them
: get into shape and stop slacking so hard. However i feel like atm its too
: hard and annoying to command these silly wild cray nagas to do their tasks
: properly currently, maybe a later date huehue
: pps; donations welcome from now onl0l! since i will not have any realreal
: salary as a sub and rely on streaming (own3d tuff teehee) for awhile to feed
: dem kitticats 8D while i relax and turn on the entertainer training mode! no
: idea how to post a button on facebook gg and own3d 2 hard,
: https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=7L73AHVXD8D86
: LOL HTML THINGS HOW U WORK??
: *Never forget*: 2011-10-05 IEM Guangzhou grand finals day died to a GP gank
: with misaya on annie, then got ganked few more times then annie snowball into
: oblivion.
: badTLDR: off to poon yoloq noobs and maybe make a ranked 5s team for fun from
: yoloq'ers and scrim LCS teams for fun.
※ 引述《emilio0924 (MASASHI)》之銘言：
: 原文: https://www.facebook.com/LoLbigfatlp/posts/507862152570471
: hello peepzorz, figured id post this here and educate errone and fans of
: clg/myself. so its nice & clear and no confusion or weird theories some nagas
: may randomly dream up of l0L (((this shit is p long i think? i wouldnt read
: it thru if i saw a wall of text myself gg gl)))
: The news: I es now a sub for clg!! 8D
: For a long time come i have always felt the uncomfortableness when playing
: team games and or especially tournament games (even games i do really well
: and carry i still just don't feel the 'right' floW).
: There are definitely a lot of shit talkers out there trying to piss pro
: players off all the time, but they are usually not the people that can get to
: someone like me (just makes me annoyed thats all most of the time). Most of
: this unwanted feeling i feel really stems from long terms of increasingly
: snowballing decreasing faith in me from my teammembaz.
: Not just past month or two something like that, but for a really long time.
: These 'snowballing decreasing faith' shit i call it is a common enemy for le
: hotshotgG also! Often the sole reason why there would be huge ass level 10
: arguements and rageshotgg/argueshotgg in the past loL and recent too obv. But
: i actually feel its not too bad to actually get it out of urself like hotshot
: cries about it for hours at times and often brings it back up at different
: times again too l0l. For i have just tried to focus on my own game for a long
: time ignoring what they say, but when i go in scrims i still end up focusing
: pretty hard on what people think rather then playing the game and making my
: own plays and coordinating with team.
: Not really their fault tho its just how the jiji brain functions prob l0l
: (Their human and its just how humans respond to things), and it just kind of
: snowballed ever since long time ago i guess! pretty damn hard to improve i
: have always felt for the longest time ~_~. Ever since i played Dota back in
: the day my confidence level is fcking god almighty high, higher than
: doublelift by 2x+ ez for the longest time and into season 1 too l0l.
: confidence/faith/trust really is something for a player like myself, too bad
: i lost most of it and started playing halfassedly stucked in the same area of
: problems for zeeeh long time.
: ,,,l0l this shit is really getting long, end of news story is even if they
: didn't decide to give link the starter position i feel like i wouldve wanted
: to let him have it because of the above reasons and uncomfortableness (I DONT
: THINK lINk is MUCH BETTER THAN ME THO JUST FYI GGl0l *i still have that much
: confidence huehue*)
: So fans of myself i will be entering relax streaming training myself
: entertain u mode, expect more streams and more kitties and more talking to u
: nagas l0!L
: ps; I have also been asked to be the coach for CLG and move in (Yes, if i was
: a starter for s3 i agreed to move in also). I think i can really help them
: get into shape and stop slacking so hard. However i feel like atm its too
: hard and annoying to command these silly wild cray nagas to do their tasks
: properly currently, maybe a later date huehue
: pps; donations welcome from now onl0l! since i will not have any realreal
: salary as a sub and rely on streaming (own3d tuff teehee) for awhile to feed
: dem kitticats 8D while i relax and turn on the entertainer training mode! no
: idea how to post a button on facebook gg and own3d 2 hard,
: https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=7L73AHVXD8D86
: LOL HTML THINGS HOW U WORK??
: *Never forget*: 2011-10-05 IEM Guangzhou grand finals day died to a GP gank
: with misaya on annie, then got ganked few more times then annie snowball into
: oblivion.
: badTLDR: off to poon yoloq noobs and maybe make a ranked 5s team for fun from
: yoloq'ers and scrim LCS teams for fun.

簡單翻譯

我現在是替補啦

其實我一直以來都覺得很累了, 不是這一兩個月的事而是長期以來的感覺.
不是因為平常一些路人troll的垃圾話,那對我沒影響
比賽時即使我打得很好很carry我也感到心理不舒服.

(一直有版有對這段有疑問,逐行翻好了)
不只是這幾個月的問題, 是長期下來的事.
這像滾雪球一樣累積下減低我信心的事同樣也是hsgg的問題
這也是過去和當然最近也是,常常讓我們會有滿級大吵還有暴怒gg/抱怨gg
的主要原因. 但我其實覺得這樣把抱怨講出來,像hsgg這樣常哭哭個好幾小時
和把以前的事拿來說了又說, 其實也不壞. 只是我是需要試著專注在我
自己的遊戲上和無視他們說的話, 但當我在練習賽時我還是會非常專注著聽
他們在說什麼,而不是在玩遊戲上去把我自己的play打出來和配合隊友們.


這不是他們的錯,但可能這就是我的大腦的運作方式吧.
現在我也已經很久沒進步了.想當年我對我的自信心有神那樣高至少
比DL高兩倍以上.我覺得自信心和相信自己能做到這點真的是讓一個玩家
做出pro play等級的主要原因,但我現在已經沒有這些了.

所以即使HSGG不跟我說,我也會主動跟HSGG說讓Link來替換我當中路.
但我得跟HSGG說的是我比LINK強多了!我給Link是因為我累了


ps.後來HSGG找我去當CLG的教練,我覺得我真的能幫CLG變成更強的隊伍
但我想想還是算了,我覺得讓這些懶鬼按時的做好每天的事項實在太難了.
或許以後吧


所以我現在就輕鬆的開我的實況來練習我的實力和娛樂大家吧


pps.從現在起我歡迎大家贊助因為替補並沒有真的一份薪水
所以目前的收入就只有靠實況
想要贊助我的可以把錢匯到這裡~
https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=7L73AHVX
讓我有些養小貓咪的飼料費吧~

不知道怎麼在facebook上放個按鈕, own3d好難

html 真難




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換回原po我的想法

整篇文用了超多lol
雖然jiji以前也大多這樣打字
但這篇還是太多了

感覺像在網上跟人筆戰後輸掉只好一直打XDDDDDD

強顏歡笑, 蛋蛋的哀傷

bye了 clg的開國元老





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推 cat0405     :推翻譯  推JIJI Q_Q
→ cat0405     :他很常用101  說話的方式也常常帶有開玩笑的語氣
推 IDs         :哭哭
→ cat0405     :嗚嗚嗚嗚嗚嗚嗚嗚嗚嗚嗚嗚嗚嗚嗚看了更令人難過呀 QQ
推 hhpsjoe     :國外這樣子要贊助是常態嗎 其實我挺好奇的
推 ching7896   :沒有不散的宴席 保重了>.<
推 myran       :有小費文化的話自然不會覺得看實況給點小費會很奇怪
推 thedeathhero:板凳沒薪水也太悲情...
推 swbthj      :我覺得讓這些懶鬼按時的做好每天的事項實在太難了
→ peelgates   :HSGG在鋪路 中路很簡單不遠了
推 invander    :哀傷
推 Shxt        :還是堅持守住最後的面子 希望能進步吧
推 colmash     :是有幾個HSGGXDDD
推 ilris       :,我覺得讓這些懶鬼按時的做好每天的事項實在太難了<=
推 a524528     :是常態阿，歐美很多人都開實況要贊助說他想買啥
→ WarIII      :回不去了 能回去一年前早就回去了 時代的眼淚
→ frank123ya  :所以CLG根本沒團練嗎? 那這樣JIJI天天怒開實況練習..
→ ilris       :t.t 貓咪...........
→ frank123ya  :越來越覺得很慘了Q_Q
噓 qtzero      :感覺比賽虐對面中路在戳掉比賽後嗆HS 老子不爽聽你講
推 smatt612ro  :"我比LINK強多了"
推 swbthj      :沒在團練 反正還是能稱霸地區 一年被歐亞虐不到幾次
→ qtzero      :然後表明這些再離隊比較帥氣
推 zsp7009     :貓貓.....
推 qe70r178rl  :h4h4h4h4 101
推 qtzero      :不過就然都走了  加油
推 gn02118620  :JIJI....
推 no321       :所以是自己走的不是被換掉嗎@@?
噓 iso2288     :你實況常常剩不到1千人了 regi有時都破萬的
→ thinkDie    :與其這樣放話  為啥不打個漂亮的  然後在嗆HS
→ gn02118620  :時代的眼淚阿 看了這篇酸不下去.同為台灣人 ˊˋ
→ thinkDie    :TF今天閃現送頭  開R去下路自殺  這很漂亮?
推 WindSpread  :此一時彼一時啊……
推 Xargon      :CRS表示
推 myran       :看今天比賽實況要虐翻對面中路再放話離隊蠻困難的...
→ myran       :他被替換掉的原因我覺得是實力問題，不只是隊友排擠
推 satan317    :Crs_bigfatlp
推 W22625231   :QwQ JIJI........
推 WEIKUNG     :真的是自從有女朋友後  就一路下滑了
→ WindSpread  :其實很多人都想到有這一天了，只是真的來臨的時候…
推 aaa5172000  :貓貓的飼料…
推 z83420123   :聽hsgg和hsgg和hsgg在吵架  這是= =?
推 mygarysm    :沒想到HSGG也不挺他這個共患難的好兄弟了 Q_Q
→ sunny1991225:簡單講就是每次在吵的都是HSGG
推 tacoforever :他再也沒有以前的霸氣了 esport心理素質很重要阿....
推 kimi255085  :Crs Bigfatlp
推 iljapan61   :推翻譯
推 kuku321     :一代神手淪落至此   默哀三秒鐘
→ howdie5566  :HSGG壓力也很大 才會自己偷哭 但也很想紅很眷戀舞台
推 Kmer        :HSGG:念你一代宗師 你自盡吧
推 hank898989  :哭
推 mygarysm    :有當過明星的誰不會眷戀舞台...Q_Q
推 aa384756    :聽hsgg和hsgg和hsgg在吵架 這啥鬼= =?
推 WindSpread  :意思就是每次吵架都有HSGG吧
推 CrazyLord   :事實就是這塊的流動太快 很難有人可以長期站著住 有
→ CrazyLord   :風光過我覺得就夠了
※ 編輯: yangtsur        來自: 66.183.55.148        (01/15 18:44)
推 j198811     :JIJI 曾經是我最喜歡的選手阿!現在還是會看它實況@@
推 reyes2222   :只要聽到有人吵架，心情也很差，雖然跟自己無關
推 a23031631   :推
推 sawaman     :以前JIJI真的很強，可惜了
推 FrienDx     :曾經的中路神，如果他在亞洲隊伍的話應該會維持吧
推 mygarysm    :亞洲比北美辛苦，不是人人都想這樣的吧....
推 gn01172011  :寫三次hsgg應該是因為HSGG換了三個位子
推 soaringfish :可惜  說不定當初跟sv.元素一起走會比較好
推 sphinxeve   :真的只能怪他自己了
推 egg87346    :他以前玩啥都是神
→ sphinxeve   :CLG真的殞落了 上次還在HS臉書看到HS要去玩WOW
→ sphinxeve   :一整個不思進取
推 WannaCry    :王爺有機會登入北美了
推 awestricken :雖然一直酸jiji 但真的離開還是很不捨
推 bigsun0709  :北美說實話都進步太少~其他兩區已不是當年吳下阿蒙了
推 hydra6716   :人氣實力皆失 毫無反應就是個天梯王
推 ANOTHERK    :雖然說亞洲隊伍比較辛苦,但是這樣比賽才會更精彩
推 jaienhung   :不習慣....QQ
→ za527       :兩年前我剛加入LOL JIJI是我接觸的第一個實況玩家TAT
噓 Serphi      :你HSGG那邊根本完全翻譯錯了 根本不是那意思
→ za527       :也因為這個關係 CLG一直是我支持的隊伍
推 laladog03   :jiji退了   HSGG也順便退一退轉幕後吧
推 lisanna20   :剛接觸LOL時也是都看jiji的直播 好感傷呀Q_Q
推 ZMTL        :等回家後來怒贊助十美金當貓飼料好了lol
→ ZMTL        :順便問他有沒意願來台服玩玩..
推 jeffm       :叫lilballz請他回來台灣隊吧
推 hhpsjoe     :JIJI現在的狀況來台灣也不會比較好
推 asd2260123  :lamia就過很爽啊(?)
→ lisanna20   :加入台灣隊伍好像不錯XD 但是jiji中文似乎不太好@_@
噓 freedom77   :HSGG毒瘤 還不去自盡
→ a8086886    :link是誰啊?有他資料嗎??
→ lisanna20   :前CLG的玩家 這名稱應該還蠻有話題性的
推 a7v333      :他現在的實力，在台服可能也不是頂尖的
→ SURREALTMR  :HSGG的目標就是用各路角色打比賽呀...
→ a7v333      :你想要台灣哪隊收他？
推 a524528     :沒人敢跟老闆說你太弱了應該去幕後
推 rademiel    :強顏歡笑.... 突然很討厭hsgg
推 a654        :HSGG該去練EZ 然後當WOONG.NA就好了
推 ZMTL        :來台服進修就好，還是希望他能回XLG lol
→ kullan      :HSGG這傢伙不走 CLG永遠只能在北美自嗨
→ kullan      :雖然就算走了 應該還是在北美自嗨
推 artz6030    :就早上的結果，JiJi要是當替補，HS應該也要跟著去
推 swbthj      :北美都準備關起門來自嗨了 能在北美自嗨就夠了
推 sniper2824  :T_T jiji
推 funkmachine :之前他們scrim完也是聽DL一直砲jiji
→ fishead1116 :聽起來像是CLG雨人
※ 編輯: yangtsur        來自: 66.183.55.148        (01/15 19:31)
推 mygarysm    :其實我一直以來都覺得很累了