everytime i see you,i feel bad about myself.
though i'm really sick of being in this game controlled by you.
i can't resist getting close to you.
the desire for wanting you keeps me awake painfully
which reminds me of my original guilt.
oh god if there is no fault in true love,why should i feel ashamed?
why do i crucify myself everyday this way,
love you but can't have you??
on my birthday this year,
i made a wish,which was same as the one i made last year,
which never came true.---i wanted to be happy.
and now i've figured out why it never came true
'cause you are my origin of happiness.
(it seems that i should come up with a new birthday wish,doesn't it?)
i'm not blaming you.
it's me who am to blame.
i think i really suck,and you're just too good to be with me.
may you have peace and joy,and leave me in everlasting sorrow......
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