Most precious little princess:
As always, before going to bed, I have to say good night to my sweet little
princess. Thank you for the cute and loving email.I thought about a lot of
things tonight and one of them, as I told you over the phone, was that I
thought our meeting was almost destined.
Tony mentioned me to you the day before I arrived Taipei.
In a new environment, life was certainly hectic and still so, even now.
Just when I began to feel the rhythm of my life, to have a sense of control
of my surroundings, you appeared.
We grew up in two completely different worlds, been through drastically
diverse experiences, and yet our similarities surmount our differences.
For the first time in my life, I would think about somebody constantly, day
and night, awake or asleep, wanting to spend every moment of my life with
that somebody. More importantly, unknowingly and purposely, the sense of
myself has shifted to a stage where I cannot fully grasp and comprehend.
On the one hand, your every movement and gesture has captured my
heart and are being replayed over and over inside my mind. One the other hand,
I feel joyful when you're happy, and horrible when you're gloomy.
These words are coming not only from the bottom of my heart, but also from
the inside of my soul. I wish you feel the same way towards me too.
Sometimes I wonder why I would have such strong feelings towards someone.
"Because of you, I want to become a better man." This phrase from the movie
"As Good As It Gets" echoes through the valleys of my mind ever since I met you
.
I want to assure you that I will become someone you can rest your hands on
and feel secure, love, and happiness. We were separated by such great
distance prior to our encounter, even the thought of meeting you was fairytale.
Now the story has begun, I will, do whatever it takes, to make it to the final
chapter, the last sentence, "and they lived happily ever after."
Thank you for everything, my most beloved little princess.
這是我最喜歡的一封之一,我的眼淚不自主滑落,思緒情感隨著你文字的節奏翻動著
我們所存在的世界,曾是那麼的遙遠,對我來說,你就像是童話故事中的王子般出現
在我生命裡. 你對我的呵護,像是天堂才有的特權. 你堅定的眼神,敲開我所有的心防,
長驅直入我心中保護隱藏最久的角落,你將住在裡頭最脆弱的靈魂,以幸福包裹,放進永恆,
我愛你, Taiyu,We are meant for each other.
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But, it takes time to grow up, to mature, to come to such a maturity
where you can say yes and yet remain free, where you can say yes and
yet remain unique,
where you can say yes and yet not become a slave.
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