so,so you thin you can tell heaven from hell, blue skies from pain
can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? a smile from a veil,
do you think you can tell?
and did they get you to trade your heroes dor ghosts? hot ashes for trees?
hot air for a cool breeze? cold comfort for change?
and did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead-role in a cage?
how i wish, how i wish you were here.
we're just two lost souls, swimming in a fish bowl, year after year
running over the same old ground. what have we found? the same old fears
wish you were here
希望你還在這裡,可是你卻不在,
你或是死去〈我再也沒有辦法和你一起玩馬戲團遊戲咯咯大笑,忘記原本的羞怯〉
〈我再也不能聽見你/妳試圖溫柔的聲音叫囡仔〉
〈我不會行經妳長久以來陰暗的房間,裡面有大紅木眠床,飄出濃濃藥味
像是神秘禁地〉
你或是失去蹤跡〈我聽不到那時妳放的音樂妳唱的歌〉
〈我回不去那個下午,枝葉扶疏的榕樹下的心動〉
〈妳從那裡走開,雖然不捨但不戀眷〉
〈從此妳永遠忘記,小小花圃上繞著圈子走,天真談論未來的事以為
會如此進行,可是我們彼此遺忘,失去記憶〉
你或是遠離〈在雲林偏僻的小鎮,妳又開始了新的生活,無所謂好與不好,妳一向如
此我插手不了妳的生活,妳讓我插手的,總是我不知不覺妳默默安排進
去的東西〉
〈其實是我遠離,但卻避免不掉,例如說我不能隨時讓妳聽音樂,不能坐
在地板上等妳來拯救我,不能在妳桌上寫頑皮的話...〉
而我離開〈浴室佔用太久!在裡面用熱水沖身體,皮膚紅通通,煙霧瀰漫我什麼都看
不見,我要遺忘等待〉
希望你還在這裡還在那裡
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