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By Jayson Stark
ESPN.com
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NEW YORK -- He left for work at 2 p.m. Just another day at the office.
Except it wasn't.
Who leaves for work, goes to a ballpark for a National League playoff game,
only to get a phone call, one of the strangest phone calls of his life?
An airplane had flown into Manny Acta's apartment building? How could that
be?
But that was the call the Mets' third-base coach got at Shea Stadium on
Wednesday afternoon, barely more than an hour after he'd closed his apartment
door.
His realtor was on the phone, along with the owner of his building. Had he
heard the awful news? Where was he? Was he in the building? Was he OK?
"I'm at work," said Acta.
But this would turn into a very eerie, very bizarre day at "work" -- for
Manny Acta, for all these men who are members of what Mets first baseman
Carlos Delgado called "the baseball family."
Just when they thought there was nothing more important than these defining
playoff games they were about to play, they were reminded how wrong they
were.
"I think it just goes to show how insignificant some of the things that we
think are significant really are," said Mets pitching coach Rick Peterson, a
man who had once been Cory Lidle's pitching coach in Oakland. "We're about to
play a baseball game, and how important is that, really?"
That was the question they all were having to grope with Wednesday, at a time
they least expected to be groping with any question more basic than how to
attack Tom Glavine's changeup or Jeff Weaver's sweeping breaking ball.
How important were these baseball games? Who could have expected that, on the
day of what was supposed to be Game 1 of the National League Championship
Series, anyone could possibly answer: Not very important at all?
After he assured his realtor and his building owner he was fine, after they
made sure to tell him his apartment was fine, Acta wandered over to one of
the clubhouse televisions. The scene was the skyline of the Upper East Side
of Manhattan, smoke rising into the gray October sky.
But not on this day.
On this day, said Delgado, there was nothing else they could have watched,
nothing else they wanted to watch.
"I mean, this doesn't happen every day," he said.
At first, these men, these baseball men, were like everyone else, asking
themselves a question no one wanted to contemplate. Was this terrorism? Was
it just a horrible accident? Was it just another random tragedy, out there in
the world beyond their world? Or was it more?
It wouldn't be long before they would know the shocking answer.
As Acta watched the reports on TV, the news filtered in, in dribs and drabs,
information mixed with misinformation. At first, they placed the crash a
block from his building. Then on his street. Then at his very address.
His phone began ringing -- "ringing off the hook," he said. At first, his
wife and daughter called from back home in Florida. Soon, it was one friend,
and then another, and another. Anyone who knew this was where he'd lived
since April.
"What I did, every call I got," he said, "the first thing I said was, 'I'm
fine. I'm at work.' I didn't want anyone to worry."
What were the odds? A plane crashes into one of the thousands of tall
buildings in New York, and it happened to be this building, where someone
these Mets knew actually lived.
But with every minute that went by, this event grew less and less isolated,
connecting the dots rapidly and powerfully, from the Manhattan skyline
directly to their clubhouse, their world.
The Mets' team doctor, David Altcheck, had an office in this same building.
What were the odds? The medical staff had an outpatient surgical facility
right across the street. What were the odds?
Cardinals pitcher Mark Mulder had recently gone for a second opinion on his
sore shoulder in this very building. What were the odds? Cardinals reliever
Jason Isringhausen had once lived there, back when he was a Met. What were
the odds?
And then came the news no one could digest -- news that the pilot of this
plane was no anonymous face on their TV screen. No, he was one of them -- a
man many of them knew, a man an incredible number of them had played with:
Cory Lidle.
What were the odds of that?
On the day of a baseball playoff game in the city of New York, a pitcher for
the Yankees had just flown an airplane into an apartment building where a
Mets coach lived and a Mets doctor practiced medicine? How could that be?
"It's just sadder than sad," said Peterson. "There are no words to describe a
loss of somebody that you spent some very special times with."
But it wasn't just Rick Peterson who had spent time with Cory Lidle. When a
man has pitched for seven different organizations, he becomes a part of many
players' lives -- a teammate, it sometimes seems, of just about everybody.
He'd once played with the Mets' Billy Wagner, Michael Tucker and Endy Chavez
in Philadelphia. He'd played with Delgado and Chris Woodward in Toronto. With
Mulder and Isringhausen and Mets reliever Chad Bradford in Oakland. With
Steve Trachsel and Roberto Hernandez in Tampa Bay.
And now this riveting story, flickering across the TV screen, was no longer
some subplot in their day, no longer just Today's Big Headline. This was
about a man who did what they did, who had once put on his uniform in the
same room they occupied, who had turned their special baseball day into a day
of shock and pain and mourning.
"It just kind of gave me the goosebumps," said Mulder, a one-time golfing
buddy of Lidle.
"Obviously, you pay more attention when it's someone you know," said Delgado.
"It reminds you that sometimes we take things for granted. But life is
precious."
"I knew Cory had just gotten his pilot's license not too long ago," said
Woodward, "and he was pretty pumped about it when I talked to him. For
something like that to happen, you just don't think something like that will
happen to somebody you know."
But it had, in fact, happened. And they weren't the only people trying to
digest this surreal news bulletin -- because there wasn't just one playoff
game scheduled on this day. There was another, three time zones away in
Oakland. And Oakland was another city where Cory Lidle had once played
baseball, nurtured friendships, left spikeprints.
Even there, far from the smoking embers, the citizens of baseball were having
a hard time pretending this was just a normal day at the park.
"Baseball lost a very special person today," said Lidle's old teammate, A's
pitcher Barry Zito, feeling the pain across the miles.
"We're just having fun out here, playing ball," Zito said. "There's no reason
to take anything to heart. Win, loss. Good day, bad day. Even a little injury
here and there. It just kind of shows you that the true things in life are
love and family and friends.''
They often don't have enough time for those true things in life. So their
teammates become their closest friends, their substitute families. And when
something like this happens, it leaves scars that never heal.
Lou Piniella knows that better than any of them. Twenty-eight years ago, he
was a friend and teammate of a man named Thurman Munson. It is 28 years later
now, 28 years since Munson's plane went down. But Piniella can still remember
the events of that day as if they happened 28 minutes ago.
"This thing here, boy, it gives you a little bit of a flashback," Piniella
said Wednesday. "It really does. Different circumstances, but the same sad
ending.
"I was at home in New Jersey when I heard about Thurman," Piniella recalled.
"I was in the swimming pool. We had an off day. It was my wife's birthday, so
I'll never forget. We got the call from Mr. Steinbrenner that Thurman had
passed away. I couldn't believe it.''
Of all the powerful feelings pulsating through all these men, disbelief might
have been the most powerful of all. They saw this familiar face every time
they glanced at those TVs. They heard this familiar name. But how could this
be? How?
They had a baseball game to play. Or at least they thought they had a
baseball game to play until the raindrops came to their rescue. But every
time their brain told them it was time to get back to business, the voices
and the images on the TV would pull them back to this other world -- a world
they couldn't escape no matter how hard they tried.
"A bunch of us were watching on the TV, and it's hard to get refocused," said
Mets third baseman David Wright. "It's been such an emotional rollercoaster
today. We were all pumped up and ready to play. And then to come to the
ballpark and find out that you lost one of the guys of the baseball
fraternity, you lost a brother in baseball, it's tough to think about
baseball."
Eventually, they would all drift back into the night, into the raindrops,
grateful for the meteorological gift of 24 more hours to digest the events of
this staggering day. But only one of these men would have to return to a
building that collided with an airplane.
"This is not only about me," said Manny Acta, one of the brightest men in
this sport.
This was about many lives, almost none of them baseball lives. So Manny Acta
didn't want all this attention that was being forced upon him, didn't care to
believe he was any kind of special figure just because of some eerie
geographical coincidence.
"I wouldn't say it's a 'coincidence' that I live there," Acta said, "because
I just have a job, just like everybody else. Whoever works at a hospital or a
post office, if he lives there, can say it's a coincidence to him, too. It
just happens that I'm here in the spotlight with the Mets. I'm just like
everybody else living in the building. I hope everybody else is OK."
Thursday, Manny Acta will move out of this apartment, leave this building,
turn in his keys. He was planning to do that, anyway, before the news flash,
before the airplane, before Cory Lidle. That was the true coincidence.
He will head for Shea Stadium, just like always. He will put on his uniform,
just like always. He will hit his fungoes, throw his BP round, go over game
plans, just like always.
But something about him will never be the same. His "normal" day at the
office had turned into a day no one in baseball would ever forget.
An airplane veers off course on a "normal" Wednesday afternoon -- and reminds
these men how much in life is more meaningful than any playoff game they will
ever play. How could that be? How?
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