Hi:
It's Sunday afternoon and raining still.
There's a final exam tomorrow, a tedious subject Constitution, and I don't
really care. Sitting in front of the monitor, the irresistible impulse of
writing you strikes me again.
It seems irrational that I miss you more bitterly since you went back to
Hualien. Cause your staying in Taipei maked me feel not that far from you,
even though I couldn't get a chance to see you yet. Lately, I often wonder
how is the opportunity that a man loves a woman who happens to fall in love
with. Theoretically, in this large world, it's sadly lacking. However, it's
not the truth. There are many many sweet couples living happily arount us,
for example, your parents I bet. ( Or it's another lacking opportunity that
each time I try seeing you, you are on the run to fly home.) So, here's the
question: how could a determined mind change a fair lady's thought and win
her heart? This is the reai fix in which I am stuck.
My best friend is courting a girl for three and half a month, sometimes
in hope, sometimes in despair, but ever persisting. Though he has arrived
nowhere, he never give up. They belong to the same club (dancing club) so
he could definitely do his best to impress her. What I'm trying to say is
I really want to see you. I do not doubt of my staying power unless you sign
to me not to, but I'm gradually losing my self-confidence of which I used to
be proud. As time goes by, I will fall deeper and deeper, even to an estate
insane but unbeknown to me, that's what I'm afraid of. If I'm given a chance
to see you in person, I know through my eyes and my voice shall convice you
more sincerity than only words.
Are these the coyness, difficulty, or denial meant by you? Isn't there any
curiosity to re-meet a friend on your mind (how about regarding me as a pen-
pal)? I'm ready to be in love.( Technically, I've already.) Have you seen the
movie "愛在黎明破曉時" ? There are lines of the actor. I can't remember well,
but it's like this:"If you go with me and find out that I'm not the kind of
man you like, you can just take the next coming train and leave. And when you
get married and re-think of me, you won't regret not going with me and will
love your husband more." Sounds sensible? Come on. It will do you no harm.
You have a computer at home? Unfortunately, I don't.
I'm heading home Tuesday, and won't be able to contact with you for a time.
Could you write me something to make my vacation sweeter, please?
Sitting here, I'm feel like wrinting you a letter.
your friend
PS. My typing is improving. It's a bonus from writing you.
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