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Yuu Yuu Hakusho Shadows and Lies by Sionna Klassen and Kristin Huntsman Chapter 15 A time to be born A time to die... A time to kill A time to heal... --The Byrds, "Turn! Turn! Turn!" Kurama watched, horrified, as Yusuke fell to the ground. Bright yellow lines of energy crackled around his inert form, opening cuts that bled freely. "Stop it, Kuroi!" he yelled, standing and turning to him. "They have nothing to do with this!" Kuroi turned to him, an amused expression on his face. "But they do, Kurama," he patiently explained, as though to a dense child. "They very much have something to do with this. You see, they're your friends. _Your_ allies. Hurting them allows me to hurt you, in a way that will give me even more pleasure. I'm enjoying your pain, every bit of it." "But--" Kurama started, then stopped. Nothing he could say would make any difference to Kuroi. The only way to win, to let his friends go free, was to fight him. Except - Kurama didn't know if he had the strength left. He looked at the fallen forms of his friends on the floor, and a thousand memories flashed before his eyes. "So be it," he said quietly, testing the thread of energy that was his life force. <So thin...> But it would be enough. Kurama closed his eyes for a second, in a silent prayer that this would work, and that his actions would allow his friends' lives to be spared. Then he began to draw power from the green-gold thread. He felt the shadow within him waken and watch, interested. He smiled to himself; if this worked, then they would be fighting together. After that...he hadn't planned that far, because he expected to be dead by then. The wind that suddenly appeared in the chamber was centered in one spot, tightly focused into a whirlwind around one form. Kurama closed his eyes, and set the power free, ignoring the lightning and fire that suddenly appeared around him, directing his attention inward. <I know you're in there,> he thought. <And I know you can hear me, so listen up. I'm in control of this body right now, but you're the one who's trapped in it with me. I'm going to fight him, and you know as well as I do what will happen to both of us if he kills me. Your choice. Do you live, or do we both die?> He waited a second for the shadow's response, but didn't hear one. He mentally shrugged; it would decide soon enough. He opened his eyes again, and stood ready to fight. Yusuke watched from where he was lying, wracked with pain, as Kurama transformed into his youko body. Even as unappreciative of beauty as Yusuke usually was - leave that to Keiko, or Kurama - he was impressed. The power that Kurama had found from somewhere swirled around him, caressing his form with its tendrils. The whirlwind that it created around him caught his hair, carrying it up in an twisting surge of raw energy currents. <His life energy...it has to be,> Yusuke thought, both miserable that Kurama was killing himself to do this, and admiring of the fact that he had the strength of character to do it. <Kurama...you can't do this...> Yusuke watched, unable to move, as the wind died down, and Kurama's silver hair settled back down around the form that now had fox ears and a tail, someone that Yusuke would have known, even without being told, had the power of four hundred years' experience behind his fighting style. <But will it be enough?> he asked silently, and wasn't surprised when the youko turned and nodded to him, not as an answer to his question, but as a farewell. Kurama... Yusuke thought, determined to find some strength left in his body. He was going to kill that bastard for killing Kurama, and then... <Dammit!> Yusuke thought, when his mind failed to come up with a further plan. But he was going to kill him. With that thought in mind, he concentrated inwards, on getting enough power to stand and move. Kurama looked at his friends one last time, then turned his attention completely to Kuroi. He casually reached back, and took a seed from his hair. At his asking, it stretched and writhed into a shape that was half-plant, half-animal. It growled at Kuroi as Kurama directed it at its target. Kuroi moved out of the way as the plant-beast sprang towards him. Its razor claws missed him by only inches, and the poison that dripped from its fangs made acid holes in the floor. There was a light in Kuroi's eyes that revealed to Kurama how much he planned to enjoy this fight. But he also thought that he was going to win, and Kurama wasn't about to let that happen. He concentrated and the plant-beast grew, lunging for Kuroi again. Kuroi avoided its lunge again, which only angered it further. Determined to catch him in its fangs, it snarled and leaped straight for him. Kuroi hit it with a blast of lightning that blew a hole straight through the beast's chest. It writhed in midair and crumpled, falling apart into a charred mess of vegetable matter. Kuroi grinned at him. Kurama simply called more plants into being. This time he went with something familiar; tight buds opened into flowers with huge petals surrounding a mouth filled with razor-sharp teeth. The flowers streaked forward, slithering over each other as they reached hungrily for Kuroi. Kuroi ducked and weaved, avoiding the snapping mouths, but there were too many of them for him to hit with lightning - at least, Kurama hoped there were. He seemed to be right, as Kuroi devoted all his strength to dodging rather than fighting back. He didn't have time to gather any of his power. Then suddenly Kuroi vanished into a growing sphere of blinding light. Kurama shielded his eyes from the glare, stepping back to try and get out of range. As the light faded, Kurama lowered his arm and stared in shock. His plants had all been turned to glass. As they fell, unable to support their own weight, most of them shattered completely on the stone floor, hurling bits of glass shrapnel everywhere. Kurama backed up further and dodged whatever pieces of glass came his way, his mind racing. What else could he do? He stood still as Kuroi laughed at him. "Nice try!" Kurama gestured and filled the room with fog. "Huh?" Kuroi looked around, but he was effectively blind. He heard sounds in the fog around him and swung, but connected with nothing but empty air. "Kurama!" he yelled. "Where are you?" A hail of rose petals sliced through the fog at him and nicked open cuts in the skin of his exposed face and hands. Kuroi yelped at the stinging pain and blasted the petals to ashes with a sudden burst of power. "That was pathetic!" he yelled angrily. Needles stabbed into him. Kuroi looked closer, and saw that they weren't needles at all, but literal blades of grass. Mixed in liberally were perfect red roses, their stems sunk into his skin all the way up to the flower. He pulled out the grass blades without any difficulty, but the roses - he cursed through his teeth as he pulled them out, the thorns tearing free reluctantly. Kurama watched, safely hidden in the fog. He wasn't doing Kuroi any real damage. His stronger plants had all been countered, and he was so drained that he had to resort to attacks that he could use even in his human body. There had to be another way to attack Kuroi, but he couldn't think of what it was... "Come out of hiding!" Kuroi yelled. <Okay,> Kurama thought, taking another rose from his hair. <You asked for it, Kuroi...> The rose stretched in his hand, reforming into the familiar weight of the Rose Whip. Kurama plunged from the fog, slashing the whip at Kuroi. Kuroi hastily dodged, but on Kurama's return swing he wasn't quite fast enough to avoid the whip. It tore a long gash in his arm, and then Kurama ducked back into the fog to circle behind Kuroi. He wasn't above hit-and-run tactics; he knew he was at a serious disadvantage, and he was going to use every trick he could think of to beat Kuroi. He managed to cut Kuroi again on his next pass, but as Kurama disappeared into the fog again, Kuroi decided he'd had enough. With a yell of rage, his form exploded with power. The wave of energy caught Kurama and flung him against the wall, fog streaming and dissolving around him. The Rose Whip fell from his hand and shrank back into a rose, shredding apart in the flood of power The last of the fog evaporated as the energy died away, and Kuroi stood in the center of the room, breathing hard. He stared at Kurama, eyes narrowed. Kurama stood up as Kuroi clenched his fist and blasted another ball of energy at Kurama. Kurama dodged out of the way, but didn't move away from the wall. He'd seen how they could change course to follow their targets. The ball of light punched another crater in the wall next to Kurama, showering him with rock and dust. He coughed and tried to wave the dust away, and as it cleared Kuroi moved. Kurama ducked, startled, as Kuroi threw needle-sharp slivers of the crystallized plants at him. Most of them he managed to dodge, but one of the shards caught him on the upper arm, slicing a narrow but deep cut across his arm. <Poisoned,> he thought, pressing his right hand against it even as it began to numb. <I don't have the power left to undo it, either...> He smiled to himself, and taunted the shadow within. <We both die, here and now, don't we?> When it failed to respond, he looked closer at it, and saw it deep in thought. It looked up at him. <I'll fight this with you,> it said. <Because you're so weak that you'll get both of us killed. When this battle is over, though, this body is mine.> Then, with a cry of rage, it grabbed control. Kurama had never known before that this kind of pure fury existed. Raw anger, white-hot hatred, boiled out of the shadow, releasing the power within it/them. All Kurama could do was watch as it took control again, and sent his/their plants against Kuroi. Content that he'd done his best, Kurama sat down exhausted in a corner of his mind, pressing a hand to his wound. He felt his blood flowing out between his fingers, in pulses that matched his heartbeat. He was fading at the same rate, and he looked down at his body with a weary interest, watching as it faded between beats, coming back almost as solid as it had been before when each pulse sounded in his chest. He leaned his head back against an imaginary wall, his hands dropping into his lap as he almost ceased to care. He didn't have any reason to hang on anymore; he had no energy left, and the shadow already had his body. He felt a brief moment's concern over what would happen to his friends, but reassured himself. He trusted Yusuke to be able to kill the thing; he'd seen, earlier, that Yusuke was quickly recovering, and would be able to hold his own by the time it finished with Kuroi. For just now, though, he sat and watched from behind his own eyes as the shadow attacked Kuroi. Somewhat distantly, he admired its "kill" technique: send it all against its enemy, as fast and as viciously as it could manage. It upgraded the plants he had created into something that even _he_ had never managed before. Or imagined, for that matter. It laughed. And then it turned to him. <Join me,> the shadow thought, extending a mental hand towards Kurama. It was Karasu again, he saw, but a Karasu that he had never met in life. It was gentle, it was pleading - it needed him. It was still poisoned... <No...> Kurama thought, from his vantage point behind his eyes. <...no...> he whispered, trying to shake his head, to back away from it. But he was too weak, and all he could do was watch helplessly as the shadow changed back to the shapeless mass that it truly was, and reached out for him. <...no...> he tried to whisper again, even as it caught him and enveloped him in its folds, laughing softly. Then, in the moment while the soft darkness surrounded him, it became all right. He understood. Kurama opened his eyes, and found himself back in control of his own body again. He/it watched passively as their plants chased after Kuroi, mass destruction ensuing in their path. <It's not enough,> he/it decided. <Not for what he's caused us.> At that thought, their plants began to change. The slimy poison that coated them took on a life of its own, reaching out for Kuroi, burning the air and stone and rubble in their path to nothingness. Surrounded by the slow-moving tentacles, Kuroi had no place left to go. He looked up, and saw Kurama watching him, and knew that he had lost, and that he was going to die. Yusuke watched as the plants inched closer to Kuroi. <Man, I knew Kurama had some nasty plants before, but I think this tops them all--> he thought, turning to look at Kurama. <His eyes...> he thought. They were dead... "Kurama!" he gasped, stumbling to his feet. "Kurama, stop!" "Why should I, Yusuke?" Kurama asked, not turning to look at him. His voice was deadly calm and even. "He deserves to die." "This isn't you," Yusuke argued. "This is what the shadow would do. Don't let it win." He saw a spark of recognition go through Kurama's eyes at that, and stepped closer, watching Kurama start fighting himself. "You can't let the shadow have you, Kurama. If you do, do you think that it will ever let you go? Do you think that you'll be able to stop it, if there's anything of you left afterwards? Do you think that it won't kill us, too?" "I--" Kurama said, with effort. He looked like he was fighting an inner battle that he wasn't sure he could win. Yusuke laid a hand on his arm, offering all the support he could give. He didn't even notice that some of the blood running over his fingers was from Kurama's cut, not from one of his own. It mingled and dripped to the floor, as he waited for a long, tense moment to see who would win this battle: Kurama, or the shadow-creature within him. Yusuke tensed in preparation, in case his bet was wrong. Kurama knew now what the shadow had done. It had tricked him into joining its cause. Yusuke was right; it would have found a way to make him attack his friends, too. It would have made it seem completely logical. But it had also given him a key - he was the one back in control. All he had to do was shut it away. Kurama closed his eyes for a long second. When he opened them again, he was in control. The shadow was locked away within him again, howling in fury. Kurama let out a long sigh, and looked at his friend by his side. "Thank you," he said quietly. "Hey, no problem," Yusuke replied, suddenly grinning. He dropped his guards, relaxing as he acknowledged that it was indeed Kurama who had won control of his body. He looked over at where the plants still had Kuroi cornered. "What're you gonna do about him?" "Get information. But first..." Kurama replied, his glance wandering over to where Kuwabara and Hiei were lying on the ground. He walked over to them, followed by Yusuke. Kuwabara woke up as he felt a touch on his arm. He opened his eyes to see a pair of golden ones looking at him concernedly. "What the-- oh," he said, as he realized that Kurama had shifted into his youko form. "Did we win?" he asked, sitting up, rubbing at his head, which seemed to be aching a lot recently. "Yeah, we did," Kurama answered. "You okay?" "My head hurts again," Kuwabara replied with a sigh. His eyes widened as he looked past Kurama at where Yusuke was kneeling next to Hiei's inert form. "He's not--" "No, Hiei's still alive," Kurama said. "Not doing too good, but alive." He helped Kuwabara to stand, and they walked over to where Yusuke and Hiei were. Yusuke looked up at them, his brown eyes concerned. "His heart's still beating," he said "But I can't tell much else." "Kuwabara?" Kurama asked, looking at him. "Huh?" he asked, puzzled for a second, before he got it. "Oh, sure." He knelt next to Hiei, touching his hand as he reached into his mind. It was a lot easier, he'd discovered, if he was in physical contact with the person he was trying to talk to. <Hey, you okay in there?> he asked. <What else would I be?> Hiei demanded. <Are you in here for any particular reason, or just to make my life more difficult?> <Jeez, don't thank me for making sure you're still alive, or anything,> Kuwabara retorted. He turned his head back to Kurama and Urameshi. "He's still alive," he reported. "And still a jerk." Kurama smiled, shaking his head, and knelt to pick up Hiei. He then walked over to where Kuroi was imprisoned, followed by Yusuke and Kuwabara. His eyes narrowed as he looked at his enemy, the one who had done this to all of them. "Give up, Kuroi," he said, his voice calm. "You've lost." "What do you want, Kurama?" Kuroi asked. "And what makes you think I'll give it to you?" "It's very simple," Kurama said, as his plants inched closer to Kuroi again, making him back away nervously. "I want three things, and you'll give them to me for this reason: I am going to kill you, but I can either make your death quick and painless, or as long and as agonizing as I wish. It's your choice." Kuroi's eyes widened, then narrowed again at that pronouncement. "What do you want?" he growled. "First, the antidote to that spider's poison," Kurama said. "And I want it _now_." Kuroi glared at him and dug in the folds of his robe. "Here," he said, tossing a small bottle towards Yusuke. Yusuke caught it with ease, and looked at it. "How do we know this is the right stuff?" he asked Kurama. "It's the right formula," Kurama answered, after a cursory look at the brown glass bottle and its contents. "He wouldn't give us the wrong one, because he knows I can think of some very nasty ways for him to die." "So what do we do with it?" Kuwabara asked, snatching it from Yusuke and holding it up to the light as Kurama set Hiei down on the ground. "Pour it directly on the wound," Kurama answered. "Makai poison, Makai antidote, Makai-style healing." He carefully moved back the shredded edges of Hiei's clothing, exposing the yellow and purple wound to the light. Yusuke bent over to look at it. "Nasty," he commented. "Very," Kurama replied as he accepted the bottle from Kuwabara. He uncorked it and sniffed. His nose wrinkled. "This is definitely poison antidote." He carefully poured it over the wound, holding Hiei as his body suddenly jerked and trembled. Hiei's breathing quickly returned to normal, and he blinked his eyes, as if trying to clear them. Slowly, he sat up, almost unbelieving that he actually could. His eyes narrowed as he looked at Kuroi, but he shrugged carelessly and turned to Kurama. "Yours," he said, jerking his thumb over his shoulder at the imprisoned youkai. "That's it?!" Kuwabara demanded. "No thanks, or anything?" "It doesn't matter, Kuwabara," Kurama said quickly, before Hiei could reply, and let Kuwabara turn this into another argument. "It really doesn't. Besides, we still need to find out how to get rid of the shadows." "Yeah," Kuwabara said, turning to Kuroi. "So how do we get rid of them?" he demanded. Hiei looked at Kurama. "...Thank you," he reluctantly said, so quietly that no one else could hear him. Kurama looked at him, surprised. "What for?" he asked softly. "My life," Hiei muttered, looking away. "Thank you for mine, then," Kurama replied, after a slight pause. When Hiei looked back at him, he shrugged and elaborated. "You don't have to thank me for saving your life. I'd do it anyway, and unlike Kuwabara, I already know. Just let it go unspoken if you want." Hiei looked at him for a second further. "Hn," was his only comment as he turned away. Kurama smiled and stood up. "So, Kuroi, how do Kuwabara and I get rid of these shadows you set on us?" he asked. "The human can do it easily enough," Kuroi replied, smiling. "You can't, however." "What do you mean by that?" Yusuke demanded. Kuroi turned his head to look at him. "Your Rei power is an anathema to the 'shadows,' as you call them," he explained to Yusuke. "All you have to do is infuse your friend with it, and the shadow within him will die. But because Kurama is a youkai, the shadows will bond to him far more easily - and permanently. There's no way it will let him go." "That's a lie," Hiei said from where he was standing, watching them. "There's a way, but you're not telling us." Kuroi laughed derisively. "Why would I lie, sanjiyan?" he asked Hiei. "My death is already set, and I have no wish to make it more painful than it needs to be." "Whether or not you're telling the truth is a moot point," Kurama said softly. "Because it's been established that Yusuke's Rei power is the only thing that can hurt the shadows, and infusing the two of us with it is the only way to get rid of them. Either I'll die from it, or I won't, but I have no intention of skipping it, and taking this thing back to the Ningenkai." Yusuke paused for a second as he went through the implications of that. "Kurama..." he said slowly. Kurama turned to look at him. "We knew it would come down to this, Yusuke," he said. "And if I do die from it...you won't have killed me. The worst that you can say is that you'll have set me free." "But--" Yusuke said doubtfully. "Look," Kurama said, laying a hand on his shoulder. "Who knows what will happen? I may be able to survive this. If not, maybe Koenma'll find a place for me to work in the Reikai - they're always short-handed there. And if that doesn't happen, then I'll go on to my next life, and we'll all meet up again someday in the future." Yusuke looked into Kurama's eyes for a second, and reluctantly agreed with his logic. "All right." From somewhere in his robes, Kurama produced a flat envelope, and handed it to Yusuke. "If I _don't_ make it, will you deliver this to my mother?" he asked. "I don't think there's anything I need to add to it." "Sure." Yusuke nodded, taking it and carefully putting it into his back pocket. "I promise." "Thank you," Kurama said. Yusuke sighed and ran his hand through his hair. He looked back and forth between Kuwabara and Kurama. "I don't think I can do both at once," he said. "I'll go first," Kuwabara said, stepping forward towards him. He looked at Kurama. "Kurama..." "I know, Kuwabara," Kurama said. "No, you don't," Kuwabara replied, shaking his head. He reached out with his mind, and touched Kurama's, putting everything he didn't know how to say in words into it. Kurama's gaze went slightly distant for a second, as he absorbed it all, then cleared, and met Kuwabara's evenly. He gave a slight nod, and Kuwabara turned his attention back to Yusuke. "Do it, Urameshi," he said, extending his hands, palms upwards, towards him. Kurama stepped backwards, instinctively, as Yusuke began to glow with the light of his Rei power. For a brief second, Yusuke regretted that his power was doing this to Kurama, but he forced himself to ignore that, and concentrate on Kuwabara. He met Kuwabara's eyes with his own, and placed his palms on top of his, sending his Rei power coursing through Kuwabara's body. He closed his eyes, and followed its path with his mind. It felt weird, tracing through Kuwabara's body, but finally, he reached his heart and saw the darkness there. <This has to be it,> he thought. <It looks just like what he and Hiei showed me. It's still freaky, too. I wonder how I'm supposed to get rid of it?> He hesitantly touched it, and felt it squirm in pain, trying to move away from him. <Nothing that's Kuwabara, and supposed to be here would do that,> he thought firmly. With that in mind, he pulled his power into the one spot, surrounding the thing with it, blasting it from all sides, until it shrieked, and disappeared altogether. <Heh. Gotcha...> Then he pulled himself back, flowing out of Kuwabara until he and his power were all in his own body. He opened his eyes as he lifted his hands away from Kuwabara's. He was surprised to find himself breathing hard. "You okay?" he asked Kuwabara. Kuwabara nodded, touching his head. "My headache's gone," he reported. He sighed. "I suppose that means that the powers are, too. Oh, well." Yusuke turned to look at Kurama. He was on his knees, being supported by Hiei, his hand over the right side of his chest instead of the left. Yusuke guessed that that was where a youko's heart was. "Are you all right?" he asked, going over and kneeling beside him. "Yeah..." Kurama said, looking up. He laughed weakly. "It didn't like that." "Are you still sure that you want to do this?" Yusuke asked him." "Yes," Kurama answered firmly. Yusuke looked up as Kuroi laughed. "It appears I'll get to see you die, after all, Kurama," he said. "Look, you bastard--" Yusuke started angrily, before he was cut off by a motion from Kurama. Kurama stood somewhat hesitantly, his hand still over his heart. He concentrated his mind, ignoring the pain and the shadow. He wanted what he was about to say to be right. "Kuroi," he said, as his plants inched closer to the trapped youkai again. "What you never understood about thievery, the reason that Eitaru ended your contract with him, is that a thief must have honor, above all else. Though I may die now, you will not have defeated me. My death is my choice, and I make it for the simple fact that I will not risk bringing harm to the world I have adopted as my home, the people, good and bad, who reside there, and those few beings who I am proud to call my friends. I wish you could have understood that four hundred years ago, because then none of this would have been necessary." Speech done, he turned away, and promptly crumpled to his knees. "Kurama!" he heard Yusuke say. He opened his eyes again, and looked at the three concerned faces before him. He wouldn't risk hurting them. Even as he thought that, he felt the shadow begin to move within him again, actively seeking control before he could have Yusuke destroy it. He took his hand off his heart and extended it towards Yusuke. He looked at the three of them once more. "Thank you for being my friends," he said simply. He didn't need to say anything more. He closed his eyes and waited. A thousand sudden memories crowded into his mind, followed a split second later by Yusuke's burning power. Kurama resisted the overwhelming urge to scream in pain. Yusuke would have a hard enough time dealing with it, without him making it worse. He knew that this would kill him; everything else was just a brave front for Kuwabara and Yusuke. Hiei knew him too well to be fooled. <Where do you think _you're_ going?> he asked the shadow, as he felt it scrambling around inside him, desperately seeking a way out, any way, anything to avoid the pain surrounding it. <There's no way out of here, and you know it. We're going to die together, and you'll never use me to hurt anyone ever again.> <Dammit!> Yusuke thought. He could feel both the shadow and Kurama, through the tendrils of his power flooding through Kurama's body, and Kuroi had been right. They were joined together, and there was no way to kill the one without killing the other. <He'll die!> Yusuke thought desperately. <I'm sorry, Kurama, I can't do this--> <Yes, you can,> he heard Kurama answer him. <If you _don't_ kill me, I'll kill _you_. Please - just do this one thing for me, Yusuke...please. Let me die with a little dignity, and perhaps for a good cause.> Yusuke's mind paused for a second on that thought, even as he sent more power into Kurama's body, electrocuting the shadow - and Kurama. He thought of everything that he could say, everything that he could do, and decided that, in the end, there was only one thing he couldn't. He couldn't deny this one request. <All right,> he thought, aware in some distant corner of his mind that he'd started crying. <But I'm going to blame you for my mental problems afterwards - see if I don't!> Kurama didn't reply. <Kurama--?!> Yusuke cried out, looking around for him. <May your path be filled with rainbows, sunsets, and happiness--> he heard a dying whisper say from somewhere. He looked around again, desperately, but there was nothing left in Kurama's body except him and his power. The shadow was gone, and Kurama with it. <...thank you, Yusuke...> <KURAMA!!!>