※ 引述《Loosegirl (Love Comicist)》之銘言：
: Another day had passed,sometime,somewhere he's doing his thing that I
: would never know.Deliberately he was keeping me in the dark for so long,until
: today....He came to me..."I know I have to say this some day but I have better
: do it now,the longer it takes,the more pain we both will get....",he said it
: while lowering his head.I was in tense and hope what he's going to say next is
: not what I think it would be.Suddenly a customer came up and asked for a refill
: of tea.This give me some time to calm myself....then he took hold of my hand...
: ..."The pain got to be stopped now...",he looked at me.I 'm afraid of what he's
: going to say...I don't want to hear it....Tears ran down my cheeks....He looked
: at me in amuse and smile gently....then holding me tight,he kisses me in front
: of others.I was much more amused than others who looked."Why?I thought you
: want to break off with me?Is this a farewell kiss?",I asked,with tears still
: running down."No,that's not why I'm here today.....""But just now you said
: about what,the longer it takes,the more pain we both will get......"He touched
: my lips gently and said,"Yes,I did say that.But you misunderstood my meaning.."
: He took out a sweater,just the colour I like,red."The pain I meant that we got
: is the pain you had thinking about me,and the pain I got from my finger knit-
: ting this sweater..." I stood there,too happy to say anything."I would never
: thought of breaking up with you,you are the only one I love and will be the
: only one I got,girl."........Today is a fine day,and maybe my lucky day too.
: Loosegirl
It seem that you had a sad memory....I'm sorry I don't know your
feeling.....Since I had ask you to change your job now....did you
change.....As a girl like you,it is very dangerous to work at a
place like that..Since you want to study but you have economic problem
While I don't need to worry about my school fees or other,I still
cannot concentrate with my study,I really a bad person....
I always let my family disappoint and worry.....I'm not good to be
their child....I really hate myself why I just can't be a good child..
I really wish that I could get good results to let my parent happy..
Actually I have also my economics problem....Now the school fees
that I pay now is using my father hard worked money,the money that he
save.....I hate myself why I'm not a filial child......Why..?--><---
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