I used to be so fearless so limitless and free
Happy on my own and nothing really bothered me.
I had desires to see the world, jump out of planes and fly
And I love to be alive but I was not afraid to die
I used to be so sure of things and self-contained
I could carry on with no need to explain
It didn't matter if I ever made it home
Could go too fast, and drink all night and dance alone
I love to be alive but I was not afraid to die
I love to be alive but I was not afraid to die
I've got everything to lose
I used to be so thoughtless, so easy and free
Could walk away, not think ahead, and had no plans to keep.
No hand to told, no one to bring down with me.
I wouldn't see the worst and it only hurts me.
I love to be alive but I was not afraid to die
I've got everything to lose
Since I've met you
I've got everything to lose
I've got everything to lose
Since I've met you
I've got everything to lose
I've got everything to lose
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「阿鍾。」常記得有人這麼呼喚，分明是哥哥的聲音，阿鍾偶爾應聲道：「小辛。」那是
他叫哥哥的方式，「祝阿鍾和小辛白頭偕老。」那是不知道什麼人寫在哥哥大學紀念冊的
戲謔留言，紫色的墨水筆跡，隨著歲月漸漸暈開淡化，解離成了藍色字體與粉紅色水痕，
想著那水痕，答案全具體了，阿鍾是哥哥的少年好友，紀蘭從沒忘記過那張年輕的臉孔，
始終懷念那許多次的共同出遊，只是需要各種訊息拼湊，才能將名字與影像聯想在一起。
怎麼在記憶裡，最遙遠的路程卻是直線距離。 ----朱少麟<<地底三萬呎>>
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