I'm Trying
She said i'm not pointing fingers
he said yes you are
'cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't
if I told you i'd been walking
out in the dark night thinking
would you take as truth this alcoholic's word
I can't change what's done is done
but i can tell you this
not a day goes by that i
don't curse myself and all my sins
and i need you to hold on to
while this part of me is dying
and though i haven't kicked the demons
that haunt me
I'm trying
I'm trying
she sat down on the floor
and said i wish i was stronger
right now i feel fragile as glass
I want to believe you
believe what's held you has freed you
and i hate these doubts
that keep on coming back
my parent's think i'm crazy
for staying here this long
but there's nothing more i want for us
than to prove to them they're wrong
I don't want to be afraid
I don't want to think you're lying
and though i haven't found the faith
that I need
I'm trying
I'm trying
he asked do you want me to leave
'cause if you do you know i will
but she said much to his disbelief
no I love you still
oh I love you still
he said i don't know why i've been the fool
but i can tell you this
not a day goes by that i
don't curse myself and all my sins
then he dropped down to his knees
by now they both were crying
he said i haven't been the man i want to be
but i'm trying
I'm trying
I'm trying believe me
I'm trying
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