Wonderful
I close my eyes when it gets too sad.
I think thoughts that I know are bad.
I close my eyes and I count to ten.
I hope it’s over when I open them.
I want the things that I had before,
like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door.
I wish I could count to ten and make everything be wonderful again.
I hope my mom and I hope my dad will figure out why they get so mad.
I hear them scream...
I hear them fight.
They say bad words that make me want to cry.
I close my eyes when I go to bed
and I dream of angels who will make me smile.
I feel better when I hear them say everything will be wonderful some day.
Promises mean everything when you’re little and the world’s so big.
I just don’t understand how you can smile with all those tears in your eyes
and tell me everything is wonderful now.
Na na na na na na na.
Na na na na na na na.
(Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful now.)
I go to school and I run and play.
I tell the kids that it’s all OK.
I like to laugh so my friends won’t know.
When the bell rings I just don’t wanna go home.
I go to my room and I close my eyes, I make believe that I have a new life.
I don't believe you when you say everything will be wonderful someday.
Promises mean everything when you’re little and the world is so big, so big.
I just don’t understand how you can smile with all those tears in your eyes,
when you tell me everything is wonderful now.
Na na na na na na na.
Na na na na na na na.
No, I don’t wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now.
I don’t want to hear you say that I will understand someday.
No, no, no, no.
I don’t want to hear you say you both have grown in different ways.
No, no, no, no.
I don’t want to meet your friend, and I don’t wanna start over again.
I just want my life to be the same, just like we used to be.
Somedays...
I hate everything.
I hate everything.
Everyone and everything.
Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful now.
Na na na na na na na.
Na na na na na na na.
Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful now.
I don't want to hear you tell me everything is wonderful now.
Everything is wonderful now.
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