She speaks to me in Persian
Tells me that she loves me
The girl with golden eyes
Though I hardly know her
I let her in my veins
And trust her with my life
I wish I’d never kissed her
Cause I just can’t resist her
The girl with golden eyes
Every time she whispers
Take me in your arms
The way you did last night
Everything will be ok
Everything will be alright
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life
I wake up every morning
Jonesin’ for love
The girl with golden eyes
I won’t have to wait long
Til she buries me with roses
Cuz she’s always by my side
Everything will be ok
Everything will be alright
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life
Day One: Dope free. I went to the clinic today and got my first dose of
methadone.
I’m out of dope so I threw away all my rigs.
Day Two: I can’t believe it’s been two days without junk. Fucking smack…
It just ruins people’s lives. At first it seems so sweet, then you wake up
next to a monster.
Day Three: I haven’t had anything for three days now.
This withdrawal is killing me.
It’s like shock therapy to my guts.
Day Four: Last visit to the clinic
My whole body feels like it’s cracking into pieces. “Fragile” doesn’t
even come close to describing how I feel.
Day Five: I’m sick as a dog
But this handful of pain-killers and lot of whiskey’s gonna get me through.
Day Six: When I’m left to my own devices I go fucking insane.
“I’ll never use heroin again”
Day Seven: I can’t believe I’m clean.
Day Eight: Everyone says I look better
Day Nine: The parasites are panicking.
Day Ten: They seemed amazed that I’m alive
Everything will be ok
Everything will be alright
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life
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