The moonshine discomfit bitterly
In the department where we delve
deluge the painting with no denial
Tracing back to the scene
of models, of buldings, of sawdust
of our deepest desire to excell
burning our passion to compel
The dream of ecstasy to dispel
Fire burning in my heart,
of my first love's desire
stronger and stronger to your subtle glance
The cloud cloaks
my deepest passion, my deepest sorrow
Twisting my sensibility in the shell
Losing all my ability to foretell
no, no dear I don't want you to rebel
I'd rather kill myself and impel
Pretend to be fine to not goundswell
Bleeding in heart to give you my farewell
Smiling on surface not to misspell
Fate says someone owns you beforehand
I had no choice but to hide in the strairwell
In spite of your subtle plans
but you I won't dwell
Is that the grave our love must enter
to this vain? vain? vain?
of such pain? pain? pain?
I pretend I'm glad that you went away
And I'm dying inside~
No body knows but me
The pain is real even no body knows
The fire burning me in like an enless loop
Missing you became an uncure droop
Like a crwon I put on a show
Cooping me in this art of dupe
And I'm crying inside, dying inside
But no body knows it but me
And I'm trembling in side
No body knows it but me
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
I carry a smile when I'm broken in troupe
And no body knows it but me
The teacher blame me for my slipping craft
Insulting me during the model's swoop
I have said no words but bleeding in side my heart
How blue can I get, how much can I lose
How much time I need to cure my heart
No body knows it but me...
I just keep thinking about the love we had
My heart aches whenever I think of you
My head stucks whenever I think about
The immoral line I can never cross
No body knows it but me...
You thought I hate you
But in fact I love you too much
So I had to lie to you
Dear.
(a reminder of collage old days....:P)
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