[創作] Wake Up

[celestial09 (Koouos :D)]

If I wake up,
and finally, found of
my life, what shall I do?

I wake up, then,
feel life renewed.

But I wake up, and,
feel tear inside...

Baby is crying...
It's dead since the last year of elementary school

Betrayal, betrayl, betrayl of love
Leaving, leaving, leaving of my best friend,
Beating, beating, beating of grades,
Insults, insults, insults from teacher
From heaven to hell, from a silent star to mute

Mom has died, since I was nine.
And she never revived. Her sense is killed.

Numb is what the baby feel.
The baby is too sad to bear all this spell
Then baby hide, baby dies, baby broke

Peel the heart
See the blood
So I am lesbian.
Because my baby made a mistake that hurts too much...
for it to bear..
It hides. It breaks. It shrinks. It looks dead, but whining inside
And I don't know..
I am not aware of my true baby.

Baby is bleeding inside,
for her unintended mistake
which she tries to forget
and erase in the imprint
she accidentally hurt her best friend


And the ten years later,
knowing not what happened
the brain mutate,
Another love sparked and sent me back to the ancient history of my life
Truth revive
Sad to take

Baby break through the chains and cry out
She's there! Oh my baby!
She's awake, and talked to me
She's a baby of tear, hiding in the blood,
craving for my love in eternity.


And why I didn't love her?
So why had I abandomed her?

She's asleep and whining silently for a decade
of melancholy...when I'm unaware.

Then the surdimutism mutes my baby.
Then, after six years, when I am old enough,
the chemical chains altered, and baby appear.

And my life has gone.
My most precious youth days has gone.
When baby finally awake, I already past my prime time.
Living in death and mute.

My baby, I met you million years beforehand
Mommy is so wrong to abandom you.
Mommy loves you forever in eternity.

And from now on, I won't forsake you.
I'll kiss you alive, whenever you are asleep.
I'll talk to you, whenever you are awake.
I'll love you, forever, inside my heart.


And my pure baby, don't hesitate
Come alive, although life is too late to compensate
You don't need to please those delicates.




Swinging the appetite to the girls

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