Aphanisis
There is always a certain moment in your life,
When you don't know what to say or how to smile,
To react to, but only search for a beguiling lie.
Melancholy it may feel like,
Devouring and horrifying it tastes right,
This moment cannt be said to be an irrational guide,
For its spontaneity, and its torrent of cries,
Are just too strong to be denied.
So, you cannot help but cry.
With drops, or currents of tears.
In depression, in madness, in dizziness,
Speechless.
This unnameable thing may
Come upon once in a while,
When life loses its apple of the eye,
When life suffers its failure and limit,
When lovers no more love,
When parents and friends stop being alive.
So you cry.
At that moment,
Nothing you can feel
Except the pain of the disappearance of
Yourself,
And that's why so far the persona
Has said nothing about the I.
I.
Aieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Sigh.
But,
After the rainbow of darkness,
After the dark riverlet of Lethe,
After the tears,
After the smiles,
(Or the mad laughter sadness has?)
There might,
There might,
Come the people who know what is
Lost and Gained,
After the aphansis--
I.
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縱然陽光可以帶給人們希望
但也要心中充滿希望
才看得到陽光!!
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