Dismissed
Memories are darkened.
My vision is blurred.
From all my mistakes.
I still haven't learned.
Why can't I just let you go?
I know you'll forget me----
Hell, you never give a damn.
My heart's just too blind to see.
But what I want to see.
I've already painted
Love isn't real
Love's just tainted.
With water colors
and fake poems to follow,
yet I still wish to see him
Every tomorrow.
He used to be that light in my day,
but now he slowly fades away.
To others, but not me.
He'll always be the only thing I see.
He'll be the one I love
until my dying day.
I just want him to hold me and tell me everything will be okay.
I need him here, now.
But all I have are the dreams...
He was good to me and at times terrible,
I'm just torn at the seams..
I can understand
why he would want to leave someone like me,
I have nothing left to offer.
Nothing....
I want you to know.
How much I love you.
How much it hurts
But you've got me so blinded
I can't tell you how.
You've got me at mute,
I can't scream.
I can't think,
you're all my thoughts.
I can't live,
you're my life.
Everything is just so hard to believe.
So hard to conceive.
So hard to achieve.
So hard to breathe.
I'm struggling for every breath I take
Cos your not there to supply me.
Supply me with love.
That's all I ask
For I will never ask for anything else
Nothing but your touch,
Loving care,
Shoulder,
and eye.
That's it,
just this promise.
But all you do is walk away,
and, again, I'm dismissed.
Katie and KaT
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