I Should Be Happy
My eyes hurt like hell
and the tissues are all worn out.
I'm seriously depressed,
but What about?!
The confusion of pain
My guilt of sin...
What happens if these thoughts take over?
Will they take me away and win?
See, He's already won my heart
with only a few words.
My mind thrown to the wind
They don't know why it hurts.
My mother's gone to cry some more.
My father's left for good.
But you know more than I do,
if I could change things I would.
What has gone wrong?
Why am I being torn apart?
It just feels like I'm empty,
like I've lost my heart!
It used to be I could call you
But now I'm unable to pick up the phone.
I wonder to myself..
Is he with someone..Is he alone?
What did I do?
Why is everything My fault..My mistake!
I'm caught up in the game.
I give and I give,
and all you can do is Take!
I look up from my dark corner,
And I see a way out, a door.
This isn't the way it should be...
Damn-It! I deserve more!
I want to be heard,
I just want to be me...
No matter what circumstances
I should be happy....
Katie and KaT
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