You're A Sacrifice
Sitting in the rocking chair,
wonder how I bear
with everything you do.
I can't lose you.
Not now, not ever..
I hold back the tears
as I watch you walk away forever.
You don't want me
and that's how it's gonna have to be.
I look at wooden frame..
that holds a picture of you and me.
The happy times
when we only cared about us.
I turn the picture face down
and try not to break the glass.
The lonely tears fall
and I fall on my knees
wishing you'd return.
But I know I'm only kidding me.
No one's here to wipe away those tears,
so I just keep letting them fall.
I stand up and look out the window,
knowing I have nothing at all.
The shelf that had our wedding pictures on it...
remains timeless and cold...
Bitter and Bent...
Untrue and MEAN.
How could you do this to me now
When we shared more than anything?
When we exchanged vowels...
The bath water in the tub
that we fought in last night
The bath towels that we used
Still stained and filthy..
They are stained with untrueness...
The pillows...
That gave us comfort when we made love
No!
Had SEX
because to you it was no better than
just a good fuck
EVERYTHING is tarnished..
Trashed
I'm still confused by you actions..
but I don't know how to make things clear.
I walk into the pouring rain,
not having a single fear.
The lightning strikes..
As I remember our last fight.
The rain is cool and soothing,
and I start to forget everything.
And then the thunder rolls.
And I feel it running thru my mind.
I have lost what I really
never wanted to find.
And now that its gone..
Why am I sad?
Is it that the treasure that came
wasn't good enough
so now I'm glad?
The clouds roll away
and I wipe my eyes.
No use of crying.
No room for lies.
Sitting in the rocking chair
wonder how you bear
With everything you do
How can there never be another...
Me and you?
I may have lost you,
but maybe I can do better.
I don't understand why I was so mad..
Now I don't feel as bad.
You we're the love of my life...
but now you're just a sacrifice.
My door forever closed to you..
and there's nothing you can do.
I've found a better life,
and it will forever be without you.
THE END
Katie and KaT
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